During one study, I surfed university websites looking for something that appealled to me, but if anything it just confused me even more as to what I want to do with my life. People always say how smart I am, and not only do I not want to let my brain go to waste, I don't want to let down all these people who expect great things from me. I want to show them that putting hope and trust in me is warranted. I guess I want to prove myself. Just I don't know how to prove myself.
And I've downloaded live versions of Bad and The Fly from a 1993 U2 concert in Budapest from http://limelight.pcdome.hu/Goodies/zoo_budapest.htm tonight, and I plan on getting more. I wasn't overly impressed by The Fly but I liked Bad.