Axver (axver) wrote,

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What am I doing up?

It's past 11pm, I'm unwell, and for some unknown reason, I'm still up. I should go to bed and get some rest. Earlier on this evening, I thought I was getting better, but the sore throat and runny nose has returned, and at times I've been coughing quite nastily. Not enjoyable, I can tell you that much. But it's not the worst cold I've had this year, so that's good. I won't be at school tomorrow, so at least I can sleep in.

My Dad didn't phone me tonight. I must say I'm disappointed. I'm starting to get these thoughts like he doesn't care for me any more or doesn't want to talk to me or something, or he's trying to test me to see if I'll call him (which I WILL NOT do; I won't get into the reasons why here, but he is supposed to call me, end of story). If he's trying to test me, I see that as a bit vindictive on his behalf, and if he just doesn't want to talk to me ... that hurts. OK, I admit, my friend phoned me at about 5:20 I think it was (my Dad calls between 5-7, rarely before 6), and we talked for about 25-30 minutes, but that's no excuse for Dad not to ring back at 6 or 6:30 (the usual time he calls at). He calls me every week, but in the last 2 months, I've spoken to him, what? 4 times at best, probably more like 3. I want to know what's going on. I'm his only child, for Zooropa's sake.

Anyhow, I think I'll make my way to bed now. Grr, I didn't send those e-mails I was going to send. I am such a big bad Axver.
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