Axver (axver) wrote,

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God Part II, it seems.

You know what I really hate? When people expect you to be God's spokesman and to be able to answer every little question they have - yeah, I'm really an extension of the Almighty, aren't I? I may know a bunch of theology, but no matter how much I'd like to think I am, I'm not omniscient. What's a real pain is when people expect you to be able to defend every little thing God does, and assume all bad things are instantly his fault rather than their own. I'm not God's lawyer, you know. I can't justify everything and I don't even want to. I can't answer every question, and some things are so flaming obvious that the reason I don't have an answer is because the question was never meant to even exist in the first place. It's somewhat like I say "I am André" and a person turns round and asks "Why are you André?" Really, come now.

Mmm, Popmart lemon!

Anyway. The behaviour of some people truly amuses me. I now can't remember what I was going to say here because I got sidetracked by a tremendously amusing Interference thread labelling Clay's version of Streets the worst U2 cover ever (I have to hand it to him, he's got utterly no stage presence), but I'm sure it had something to do with Aaron and our very amusing debate. Go join in the fun! Actually, it probably had nothing at all to do with that. More likely, it was to do with those people who just can't take responsibility for their own actions and find a religion so they have some higher power to blame for their own mistakes. And you know what question is a real horrible one to answer? "Why doesn't God hate me?" How am I meant to know? Do I have access to his mind now? Am I able to comprehend the deepest, most inner workings of an omniscient, omnipresent mind with my rather weak one? Wow, I must be good. Bow in reverence to me.

Bah, anyway. Away from frustrating conversations where I'm expected to know everything and be able to answer any question thrown at me. I'm totally screwed on my geography assignment. I hit a brick wall last night and I have no idea what I'm doing. What's worse is that it's due next week and I can't exactly contact my teacher right now, can I? Argh! I haven't even given thought to my Maths C assignment, which is really, really bad. I'm so doomed. I just don't want to work, though. I never should've taken that QCS Writing Task. It totally broke me. A result like I got was shattering and now I just want to crawl into a hole and not come out until I'm good and ready. Right now, I am not good and ready, thank you very much.

Stuart Dickinson is the worst referee in international rugby union and should not be allowed to ref another game. He doesn't know what he's doing and he's totally incompetent. If he had any brains at all, the Pacific Islanders would not have scored their fourth try. I was annoyed at the end of that game, and NZ still won! International rugby this year has really sucked. If it hasn't been ruined by bad play, it's been ruined by useless referees who shouldn't be allowed within forty kilometres of a whistle or a rugby field. Talk about frustrating.
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