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[14 April 2008|11:53 pm]
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[Current Music |'Ruines Humaines' by Amesoeurs]

Wow. I have a hard time remembering the last time I had a week as hectic and busy as the last one. I've spent rather little time at the computer, which makes me feel bad because I owe some of you e-mails/comments and really need to get around to doing it. Part of the week disappeared down the drain of horribly dull and uninteresting university tasks. I am seriously disgruntled with one course, to the point that I skipped today's lecture because, quite frankly, grocery shopping was a more exciting prospect. The tutorials are fantastic and taken by one of my favourite tutors, but the lectures and assessment tasks frustrate me to no end. I finished and submitted one essay today that I would consider to be the most dull and unfulfilling load of tripe I have ever written.

University frustration aside, however, I had a very good week, despite how busy it was - or perhaps because of how busy it was; as somebody who quite enjoys the quiet and solitude of being at home, I'm not quite sure what to make of days where I'm awake for 18 hours and at home for less than 2 hours of them. [info]harmonybear and I went out multiple times railfanning; I think the most insane example was dragging ourselves up at 6am on Saturday to catch the XPT and Overland departing Melbourne, and in the case of the former, arriving as well. I have some rather good photos, but thanks to the sluggishness of my Internet, I'm still catching up on uploading stuff from March! I am starting to think, though, that I need to diversify my photographic subjects. I absolutely love my train and tram photos, but I do want to take pictures of more things as I love using my camera.

I've also spent a fair deal of time with cool people from Interference, including two evenings of dinner followed by showings of U2 3D. Rather unfortunately for me, my vision is so fucked up that I only see it as U2 2D. There are brief moments where something seems 3D or at least 3D-ish, but we're talking no more than four seconds here and there in a 90 minute film. I didn't expect this going into the movie, so the first time around it was rather disappointing and hard to get into - while everybody else is oohing and aahing at what they're seeing, I'm thinking "well, this is just like every other movie". The second time, I knew what to expect, so I was able to enjoy it much more. Basically, part of my vision impairment means my eyes do not focus together properly, and this means I don't see the 3D effect. Instead, all the glasses do is turn the blurry image on screen into a 2D image like any ordinary movie. If you see U2 3D yourself, just close one eye and you'll see what I see.

Besides all that, I think U2 3D is better than I expected. The setlist is almost the exact opposite of anything I would want to see; it is far too much "greatest hits" and far too little on the songs that keep me interested in the band (if I were in charge of the movie's setlist, the only songs currently there that would survive are The Fly and possibly New Year's Day and Where The Streets Have No Name). Hopefully this won't be spoilerish for anyone, but what especially pisses me off is the on-screen animation during part of Love And Peace Or Else. Way to be completely fucking obvious. It goes along with the whole barrage-of-hits mentality the band seems to have with everything they do now; it's all calculated and obvious, nothing is left to the imagination. And yet, in spite of all of that sort of stuff, U2 3D proves to be immensely enjoyable. The editing is fantastic and leaves for dead all of the band's other live releases from this decade. The sound quality is simply amazing, and I would love to hear something like Under A Blood Red Sky given that presentation. The band are in peak form. Surely the fact I saw it twice, despite my quibbles, says something - and if enough Interferencers decide to do another outing, I'll tag along for a third time. What a wonderful and fun group of people.

Changing subjects but sticking to music, I've booked my Porcupine Tree jaunt. I still need to organise accommodation in Sydney; it's a shame nobody I know lives there, because I hate tracking down hotels. But as it is, I must be the envy of foreigners with weird ideas of Australia being some exciting and exotic destination, as I will be in four different Aussie cities in a matter of two days. On 26/04, I obviously start in Melbourne and go to Sydney in the early afternoon; late the next morning, I fly from Sydney to the Gold Coast, have lunch and stuff there with the family, then Mum and I will drive up to Brisbane. I'm really glad Mum's healthy enough to see the concert with me; I was afraid she wouldn't be, but the last couple of weeks seem to have been really good for her. The full schedule:

25/04: Porcupine Tree in Melbourne.
26/04: Fly to Sydney. Porcupine Tree in Sydney.
27/04: Fly to the Gold Coast. Porcupine Tree in Brisbane.
29/04: Fly home to Melbourne.

Three standing concerts in three nights. I'm going to be exhausted. But it's going to rule so much. I'm excited already.

Anyhow, that's it from me for now. Have a good one, folks.
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[4 April 2008|11:53 pm]
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[Current Music |'Remember Me As A Time Of Day' by Explosions In The Sky]

I've had this rant before, but right now I'm too pissed off to care. I've frustration to vent.

I am thoroughly sick and tired of the undergraduate level of university. There needs to be a serious restructuring of the History and Political Science majors, because at this point, it is maddening. Right now, in my third year, I am doing exactly what I did in my second year, and it boils down to nothing more than regurgitating the arguments of others for the sake of a mark. The thin veneer of originality expected from the best essays is at the best of times a joke, and always a complete sham.

I've already thoroughly demonstrated that I can go beyond the course reader and employ independent research skills to access sources and bring them together cohesively. Frankly, nobody should pass the first year if they are incapable of doing that. It really isn't asking much to be able to do research beyond your course reader by visiting the university libraries or using online databases. If you are even vaguely computer literate and can't use JSTOR, you could probably be outsmarted by a donkey. Personally, I'm the guy who writes 2,000 word essays with 30 unique sources and feels my research is still inadequate. Furthermore, I have beyond adequately shown that I am capable of formulating an argument, placing it within a broader context on the topic, and coherently proceeding to sustain my argument throughout a piece of work with all necessary references to evidence that supports my assertions. Again, you shouldn't be able to pass the first year if you can't do this.

So why am I still sitting here in my third year doing this? Why am I churning out drivel with no purpose beyond getting some mark that assesses a narrow set of skills I have already demonstrated I possess and can use to a high standard? I'm not being challenged. Accordingly, my work is suffering. I don't care about what I'm doing, I've done it before. Oh, sure, the specific subject area may be a bit different, but change the key terms and you'll have every other bloody essay I've ever written. I'm not acquiring any new skills here, I'm not being tested; I'm just writing complete junk for no good reason.

I want to at least do something that challenges me. Something that requires me to gain new skills. Something where I have to produce work that is genuinely original. Something that I don't just hand in for a mark and say "thank fuck that's done". As it stands, this third year is a farce and a complete waste of my time and energy. I'm sincerely afraid I'm going to receive terrible marks because I just don't care.

I'm going mad. Certain people may get very carefully phrased e-mails full of measured frustration if this doesn't improve. I don't know what I'm doing here. I'm wasting my time. I want to move on already. I'm starting to have flashbacks to how frustratingly mindnumbing and intellectually unfulfilling high school was, and that cannot be a good sign.
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[3 April 2008|11:09 pm]
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[Current Music |'The Twyncyn/Trembling Willows' by Pure Reason Revolution]

Well, April looks like it's going to be considerably busy and stressful. The fact I'm updating LJ rather than writing an essay surely isn't doing me any favours either. However, I feel motivated to update, while I can't say I feel terribly thrilled about rehashing arguments on the Holocaust in Romania in the quest for a mark, so update I shall.

March quite unexpectedly proved to be a rather good month. To tell the truth, it was probably my best month of the fourteen or so I've spent in Melbourne so far. When it started, I can't say I expected that. It was stinking hot, I was feeling fairly lonely, and Mum was not in the best of health at all. But it turns out the Internet is more than just a vehicle for porn and flamewars, and I can largely thank LJ and Interference for such a good March - my mother's all too short visit also significantly contributed. From Interference, the Maj. is not just in one of my courses at university but in the very same tutorial (what are the odds, seriously), while outside of uni I've caught up with Ali and TE/Melissa a few times and went to the National Gallery with them. It's been terribly good actually getting out and doing things, and a group of us are going to the premiere of U2 3D next week. I must admit I really don't care too much about U2 3D - it's a sort of ridiculous concept and only one song in the entire setlist really leaps out at me as worth hearing, but I'm not going to say no to passing the evening with a cool group of people and music I'm sure I'll enjoy despite my skepticism.

Meanwhile, in quite a chance encounter, [info]harmonybear/Kat and I bumped into each other over on [info]melbournemaniac. Would you believe there is another albino railfan roughly my age in Melbourne? No, I didn't either. But I'm not even joking. We've been out railfanning and tramfanning a fair bit the last few weeks. Most of it has just been around the central city, including one day when the routes 3, 64, and 67 tram lines were running via William Street to terminate at Dudley Street - I really wanted (and got!) photos of Z1s and As on a route normally run solely by Z3s and B2s. I've also ridden the Frankston - Stony Point line twice, once by myself and once with Kat; it's the only non-electrified train on the Melbourne commuter network. At the moment, it's operated by an A class diesel locomotive hauling either two or three of four MTH carriages, undoubtedly the most comfortable rolling stock of any suburban train. It's well worth the trip, especially as it's going to be replaced by Sprinter railcars rather soon. Kat and I are planning another trip later this month before the A+MTH are replaced, this time to photograph it between stations and also photograph the Long Island Steel train, which I frustratingly missed by a matter of minutes when we went down last weekend. Assuming I don't get too stressed over the next few days with essay madness, I'll post some of my pictures from my railfan adventures.

On another note, I'm considerably relieved with the very sudden departure of summer. Three weeks ago, Melbourne was melting in 40C weather. Today barely reached 16C. Looks like the coming few days are going to be rather pleasant and comfortable around 20-25C. Tomorrow evening, I hope it's fine as I plan to go out and do some more tramfanning, unfortunately without Kat as she'll be in Adelaide making me jealous by riding Adelaide trains. But it's the last weekday evening before the end of daylight saving and I don't yet have a photo of a 00 tram on the route 55. The 00 trams are return workings of peak hour trams that aren't rostered to actually run the 55 in the counter-peak direction; they are simply returning to Essendon Depot. Since they run in the evening and it will soon be too dark for my camera to produce worthwhile shots when the 00 runs, I'll go park myself somewhere in Royal Park, do readings, and photograph the parade of passing trams in the hope that at least one 00 comes my way when it's still nice and light. I do wonder if any counter-peak 00s run from Essendon Depot to West Coburg in the morning, but I'm never even remotely up that early to find out! I imagine they do, but I'll stick with catching the 00 in the evening for now. I don't think any of the Melburnians on my friends list or Interference would be terribly interested in joining me tomorrow, but if anybody is, let me know! I'm thinking about getting pizza.

And I think that's about it in news from Axverland. I've 3,500 words over two essays due in ten days, of which only 900 words are thus far written, and 4,000 words to do for the Royal Historical Society before the end of April. What fun. Have a good one, everybody.
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[16 March 2008|11:58 pm]
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[Current Music |'Hallways Of Enchanted Ebony' by Agalloch]

What a remarkably social weekend. I went out for hours on both days. I would be lying if I said I could remember the last time I did that. It was fantastic too, and I would love more of the same in the coming weekends. I really don't get out much, but I always enjoy myself considerably when I do, and I'm sure I would be a much happier individual if I didn't hide inside my apartment so much. I would also be a much happier individual if the oppressive heat we're experiencing would go away. Today was amazingly uncomfortable. Tomorrow, my favourite tutor is giving the weekly lecture for one of my courses at uni and I really want to go, but unbelievably, the lecture theatre is not air conditioned (what century is this, people?!) and the forecast is for 39C. Ouch. I'll feel terrible if I don't go, but when I went to that theatre in 32C, I nearly passed out. I don't even want to think about what 39C would be like. I have to go in to the Royal Historical Society tomorrow for a meeting in the morning, but thankfully their building is air conditioned.

This heat is awful. It's making me put things off. I'm not going shopping until it cools down. I'm skipping lectures. I'm avoiding absolutely anything that requires me going outside any more than I must, which means I keep delaying having my hair cut. My hair has gotten too long and is a bit uncomfortable in the heat, but the walk to the hairdresser seems even less desirable. I guess I'll be waiting until an anticipated cool change rolls through on Thursday. I'm really not handling the heat well at all. I'm considerably thankful that I am not in Adelaide, which sounds like the very furnaces of Hell.

To summarise, I WANT MY BLOODY AUTUMN.
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[5 March 2008|09:35 pm]
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[Current Music |'Here Today' by The Chameleons]

Two brief flickers of light in my day:

1. I have a work placement at the Royal Historical Society of Victoria. Not yet sure what my project will entail, but I shall find out on Friday. I can't wait. It will be great to do some meaningful, original history work with a practical application rather than merely regurgitating information and arguments with a veneer of originality for a mark. But speaking of marks ...
2. I got the top mark in History subjects for second year students in 2007! I was notified of my award today. I'm fairly stunned. I never really expected to follow my award for top of first year History in Queensland with anything. Besides the obvious increase in expectations from from first to second year, I feel things at Melbourne University are simply on a higher level, at least as far as the History faculty goes. I felt a little out of place during my first couple of months, that's for sure. I don't think I really settled in until the second semester. But I suppose I finally settled in rather nicely in the end! Well, now let's see what I can do with the third year.

Anyway, back to my bleak world. At least it fuels my artistic creativity. Hope the rest of you have a good one.
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[7 December 2007|11:59 pm]
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[Current Music |'Red Ran Amber' by Pelican]

Well, I recently received my university results for the second semester. I think this is turning into "Axver's half-yearly justifiable bragging". So let's get that out of the way. )

Now I have 2.5 months to kill before the start of the next academic year. My aim is to stay productive and to keep producing work, even if it is not immediately useful. I'm sure I can still come across some ideas for LJ entries, at least! I need something to keep my brain occupied. Frankly, I feel that the lengthy summer break is too long. The month we get in winter is very nice, and the 1-2 week long mid-semester breaks are welcome relief. 2.5-3 months strikes me as overkill; I imagine that I am in a stark minority here though! But if I enjoy my work and research, then that is far more desirable than essentially killing time.

As it is, I'm already starting to think ahead to my thesis for my Honours year in 2009. I am increasingly coming to feel that I shall pursue the history of New Zealand. I have had my doubts. Is there demand? Is it worthwhile? Am I just pottering away about some place at the bottom of the world that most people only know for its rugby team? And that last question is partly what spurs me on to do it - there is so much more to New Zealand, and it has such a rich history that I think it demands more work. It certainly seems like academic analysis of Kiwi history is thin on the ground and much is yet to be done. I am starting to feel like there is a place for me. I am starting to feel like I have some ideas, perhaps not original ideas but overlooked and underexplored ideas. Whether they are a substantial contribution or not is, I suspect, something for others to judge. All I can do is to keep asserting the importance and relevance of New Zealand's historical legacy, both internally and externally. I suspect it boils down to the more general question of why history matters in the first place, and that is far too involved a topic for me to handle with my brain in its current tired state.

Have a good one, folks!
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So very bored. [25 October 2007|07:54 pm]
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[Current Music |'Pain' by Blackfield]

I am mindnumbingly bored by university. I am absolutely dreading next year. I'm jealous of all of this year's third years who are finishing now. I wish I could go straight on to my Honours year in 2008 rather than pissing around in my third year, doing the same as what I've been doing this year.

Last year, my first year was awful. The simplistic intro courses bored me to tears and I was literally falling asleep during lectures even by lecturers that I genuinely liked, something perhaps not unknown to some of you but completely foreign to me. There really is only so much I already know that I can handle being told again before I begin drifting off. So in the second semester, I took a second year course just to challenge myself and I really enjoyed myself. I got some of my passion back, I remembered why I was there in the first place. My second year started off well, and I really enjoyed most of my work. However, now I'm nearly at the end, working on my final pieces of assessment ... and let me just say that I may pull my hair out from the unbearable tedium of writing 2,000 word research essay after 2,000 word research essay. The worst part is knowing that I will be doing exactly the same next year, as the courses are all second/third year.

I'm sick of condensing some incredibly complex issue to squash it into 2,000 words, ridding it of all nuance and value in the process. I'm sick of thinking "hey, that angle needs some more investigation!", only to have to discard it due to a lack of space. I'm sick of reducing an interesting perspective from an essay in itself into one mindless paragraph that has no depth or informative value. I'm sick of doing so much research that I want to use but simply can't. I'm sick of robotically churning out 2,000 word research essays. I have it down to a fine art and can comfortably do it in five days to a standard that gets me the top mark in the course (I wish I could say I was kidding but I just did it twice). Honestly? I'm not even trying. If I completely botch my final assessments this semester, it's because I am not even remotely intellectually engaged. I'm not interested in what I'm doing and the assessment tasks are so mundane and inane that I'm sure I'd have lost any interest I might have had. I couldn't give a shit. I'm going to do badly because I'm not being intellectually challenged. I need to be intellectually challenged. I thought that was what this was meant to be all about. My Honours year cannot come soon enough. Even if it doesn't prove to be intellectually challenging, at least it will be a change.

Maybe I should submit a 2,000 word research essay on how bored I am ...
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The federal election and three other topics [14 October 2007|01:59 pm]
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[Current Music |'Our Illuminated Tomb' by Sculptured]

So, what's been happening lately?

1. John Howard finally announced the date of the bloody Australian federal election. It'll be on 24 November. Here's hoping we've got just approximately 40 days of Howard left. He's been Prime Minister the entire time I've lived in Australia and every term seems to be worse than the last. The desperate fearmongering attempts by the Liberals at the moment are hysterical, and Kevin Andrews should be ashamed of himself. Now that nobody gives a shit about terrorism and there are no waves of illegal immigrants, something has to be manufactured to appeal to the far right morons who unfortunately exist in this country, so of course, people who look different like the Sudanese appear in the crosshairs. Ironic how a group so apparently prone to crime has a crime rate lower than the Australian average. It's time to turf this braindead government out onto the streets. I was fairly lukewarm about Liberal-lite Labour until Kevin Rudd came to the helm, but now I sure know where my vote's going. I especially hope that those of you in marginal seats vote against the Liberals/Nationals. I'm (un?)fortunately in a safe Labour seat.

2. I've just about stopped giving a shit about the Rugby World Cup. It's not just that New Zealand's gone; Argentina's the only team really keeping things interesting. The problem is the scheduling. We just went six days without a game and it felt like a damn year. Didn't the RWC organisers learn a thing from the mindnumbingly drawn out Cricket World Cup? Play games more frequently!

3. You know what I hate? How Radiohead are suddenly being hailed as changing the face of music for releasing their new album independently via their website and listeners can choose to pay however much they like (or precisely nothing). It's hardly anything new; I've gigabytes of albums I acquired for free directly from bands' websites, but apparently that doesn't matter if you're a Radiohead hipster who needs to hype up a rather mediocre band. Also, the new album is laughably bad. Literally laughably bad. I'm not kidding when I say I burst out in laughter during the first track. What a trainwreck of an album.

4. You know what I love? Justifiable bragging. Yeah, I can't help myself. I got an essay back earlier this week with the following note: "this is a very impressive piece of work, one of those rare essays which I both marked and took notes from." Somehow I think I will pursue this topic further.

And that's about it for now. Have a good one, folks.
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[21 August 2007|11:50 pm]
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[Current Music |'Fire In The Mountain' by Long Distance Calling]

Tuesdays and I are not best of friends. With the exclusion of my very first semester of university when I only had classes on Mondays and Wednesdays, Tuesdays have been one of my least favourite days of the week. This semester is particularly tiring, as I have three lectures and one tutorial over the space of 9:30am to 5:45pm, and this wouldn't necessarily be so bad if one of those weren't so dull and if the other two, although enjoyable, weren't so mentally taxing and done by lecturers who go through everything in excruciating detail. They know their stuff and I love the lecturers, but different days would be nice.

But today was totally worth it. It's not every day that a regular lecture becomes a public lecture and you get to listen to a Justice of Israel's Supreme Court. Not just any Justice either, but the first Christian Arab permanently appointed to such a position. That was a pretty bloody awesome lecture. I very nearly rolled over and went back to sleep when I awoke this morning, but I'm quite glad I managed to find enough motivation to get up instead.

I'm such a generork, I know.
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University, followed by political satire in music [20 August 2007|11:48 pm]
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[Current Music |'Purple, Blue, And Yellow' by The Clear]

You know what I hate? Slack universities. Some of you may recall that due to an asthma attack during the regular exam period at the end of this year's first semester, I had to miss one of my exams and instead took it during the supplementary period just before the start of second semester. That was over a month ago now. You'd think that I'd have my results back, especially considering that things proceed much quicker after the regular session that has a far higher volume of exams, but no. I'm still waiting. I'd love to know if I achieved a clean sweep of H1s in the first semester, H1 being 80-100%. As I just implied, I got an H1 in my other three subjects, including a 92% overall in Crisis Zones of Europe. I don't know about marking systems elsewhere (I've certainly heard of some that seem to give 90%+ marks more willingly), but a mark like that isn't easy to come by here.

I don't believe I've posted this semester's subjects, so here they are:

131-211: History of the Arab-Israeli Conflict
131-225: Terrorism in Modern Conflict
131-226: The Struggle for Universal Human Rights
166-030: Transitions in Central and Eastern Europe

So three history courses (the 131 subjects) and one political science, which breaks my pattern of normally splitting my subjects equally. I originally had a second political science subject, Global Movements: Emerging Paradigms, but when I discovered that Dr Horvath was taking Universal Human Rights, I switched to that as it had a very similar timetable. Horvath took Crisis Zones of Europe last semester, and I think part of the reason why I did so well in that subject was because he's so meticulous and thorough. I feel like I definitely made the right choice. Universal Human Rights should allow me to finally write on some New Zealand history, something I have been craving to do: I may be allowed to modify one of the mid-semester essay topics and write about the New Zealand women's suffrage movement and how the country came to be the first in the world to grant women the vote.

Speaking of New Zealand, I have finally been able to get my hands on a song called There Is No Depression In New Zealand by Blam Blam Blam. Fancy a listen? It's a satirical rock song from 1981 about the political climate under Prime Minister Rob Muldoon and contains the fantastic chorus of "there is no depression in New Zealand/there are no sheep on our farms". I doubt people unfamiliar with the times would really get much of the lyrical content, but for me, it's great - a satirical/political song that I can really strongly relate to. Despite my political interest, I generally feel like an outsider when listening to such songs from the US and Europe; I relate more strongly to the general emotion rather than the specific message much of the time. Of all the political songs I've heard in my life, this one definitely strikes me as the most meaningful.
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[16 August 2007|11:33 pm]
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[Current Mood | really fucking tired]
[Current Music |'Mekong Delta Blues' by Scorched Earth Policy]

Highlights of Axver's day:

1. This morning, I bought a ticket to see Muse here in Melbourne on the 15th of November. Got a pretty good seat too. As much as I enjoy most of Muse's music, I don't like them (or the sack of shit that is Black Holes And Revelations) enough to be bothered with the whole "lining up for ages to get a good spot in General Admission" thing. Plus, since I'm going alone, a seat suits me better anyway.

2. Ate far too much food with Kate this afternoon. At least I do a fair bit of walking these days in comparison to past standards of laziness and inactivity.

3. Indulged in generorky fun this evening by going to a public lecture at university. It was given by Michael B. Oren (perhaps best known for his book on the Six Day War) on the topic of "Jews, Statehood and Power: Israel and the Challenges to Jewish Morality". One of the courses I'm doing this semester is the History Of The Arab-Israeli Conflict, so this tied in rather nicely, especially as this week's focus was on the differing Israeli and Palestinian narratives of the creation of the state of Israel. Oren, who has not just studied Israeli history but served in the IDF, provided a rather interesting perspective and was a very engaging speaker. I won't try to provide an analysis of what he said or provide arguments about its validity, as I'm dead tired and no good could come of it. However, I will mention one side matter that struke me: the way in which Oren used holy texts such as those regarding Moses. It was interesting for someone such as myself, who has grown up in two countries where such texts are used to advance religious, theological purposes. Oren, of Jewish background, used them for a cultural purpose, something I have a hard time relating to but that I enjoyed hearing. It was nice to hear someone quote a religious text without then proceeding to force it down my throat. I was also surprised that when he was discussing figures such as Moses, Joshua, and Nehemiah, he spoke of the "Bible", not of the "Tanakh". Perhaps to cater to his audience? I don't know.

If I can get my lazy arse into gear, I have a few politically flavoured entries to write. Or maybe I'll just talk music. I've been enjoying plenty of new stuff lately.
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[18 June 2007|08:07 pm]
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[Current Mood | somewhat on the stressed side]
[Current Music |'Epidemic' by Blackfield]

Well, I must say that it's a touch unnerving that today's shooting in central Melbourne of three people (one fatally) occurred on an intersection I travel through extremely frequently when Kate's in the country. When I'm riding the tram back home by myself, that intersection is a bit of a landmark. From where I board to there, the traffic's light enough that I can safely spread out a bit - perhaps sit my bag on the seat beside me or put my feet up. But when we're about to turn off Flinders Lane onto William Street, I know we're about to reach some of the line's busiest stops, so I make sure I'm not taking up any more room than I need to. The corner will still be a landmark in my mind, but now for all the wrong reasons. I think this is the first time any sort of major crime has ever occurred anywhere that I visit frequently. I can't help but feel a little creeped out by this turn of events.

In other news, in two days' time from this post, I will have finished my first semester of university in Melbourne. I have two exams to go, one tomorrow and one the next day. I must admit that I'm pretty screwed. I haven't studied enough, especially not for the second one, but I feel much of the study I have done is pretty useless stuff anyway. The exams are of the "here's ~10 topics; write essays on two of them" variety, so as long as I can come up with enough material, I can hopefully bluff my way through them successfully. I'll pull out all the usual tactics: name-drop famous writers and theorists a lot, do bullshit theoretical analyses, draw on random general knowledge buried in the deep recesses of my brain, and generally hope that I come across as if I know precisely what I am talking about, even though I'm really making it all up as I go. It works in debates!

Once I'm on holidays, I aim to do a lot of writing. It's not as if I have anything else to do. I have a lot of thoughts on political and theological topics storming inside my head at the moment, so hopefully that will translate into LiveJournal posts. Have a good one, folks.
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[15 May 2007|09:43 pm]
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You know, it's very difficult to write when you have nearly no restrictions at all. I can't recall if I mentioned this on LJ last year, but in any case, I was invited to submit an article to UQ's Political Science journal. In other words, I can write pretty much whatever I like as long as it has some sort of connection to PolSci. It's a great opportunity, but the problem is that I simply cannot seem to find a topic or an argument that seems both 1. good enough for submission and 2. interesting and on my level. I don't want to really charge in over my head; I'm very conscious of the fact that I am, after all, merely a second year PolSci student without an extensive knowledge of theorists. So I don't want to tackle anything that's really completely beyond me and will require an inordinate investment of time. However, the ideas I do have seem pathetic, they strike me as straight out of high school or just an expression of some sort of frustration or dissatisfaction. Furthermore, they aren't particularly original! I don't even really know where to look for inspiration. Right now, I feel motivated but uninspired; determined to go somewhere but stalled in mediocrity.

And wow, I can't believe it's been nearly two weeks since I've written an update. I feel like I've only missed 2-3 days. Time flies at such a ridiculous pace. It's now the second last week of classes for the semester, then a week of swot-vac (that would be Study Without Teaching Vacation for those of you in countries without that term), then three weeks of exams during which I have two essays due in the first two weeks and two exams in the third week, and then a month of holidays. Sounds nice. I can't believe how lightly I get off with exams. Also, I've been doing pretty nicely with my assessment tasks thus far. I was nervous about how marking standards would differ between UQ and Melbourne, but I needn't have been. All four assessment items I've received back thus far have been H1, that is honours first class, 80-100%. I'm a bit nervous about how the exams will go though, as I feel they are for the two subjects whose potential exams would be the hardest and require the most study. Oh well, I've got plenty of time! Now let's see how I do on the procrastination front ...

On a lighter note, I really love little kids on trams. A few days ago, there was this adorable girl on my tram, she can't have been older than three. My tram route (the 55 for those who know the Melbourne network) is one of the few that has part of its route off the road network - it runs through Royal Park past the Melbourne Zoo, so it's popular with tourists. This part of the line is more like that of a train, and it evidently confused the girl. As soon as the tram turned off Flemington Road and began running through the park, she looked up at her Dad in confusion and asked "is this a twam or a twain?". But the cutest moment came when the tram reached the Zoo stop and her family went to hop off. With absolutely no prompting at all, she just looked up at the driver with this big smile and said in a loud, cheery voice, "thank you for the lovely ride!" I think the entire tram let out a collective "awwww!" at that one.
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[1 May 2007|04:08 pm]
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Over the last week, I've certainly come to realise how much I love living in Melbourne. Right now, I'm happier here than I was in Brisbane, despite some of the conveniences I had there that I don't have here - especially that in Brisbane, university was a ten minute walk away, whereas here, I have to leave about 30-40 minutes beforehand to arrive on time to class. That factor aside, I am well and truly taken by the trams. I have never felt so independent in my life - I rarely even have to worry about how I'm meant to get somewhere. Plus, the interesting people and experiences I sometimes have on there tend to make commuting just that little bit more interesting.

More reasons why Melbourne rocks. )
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[14 April 2007|08:05 pm]
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So, an update on life and things is in order.

At the moment, I'm trying to decide whether to resubscribe to LJ. My paid account ran out yesterday and I'm not sure if it's worth forking over the money to get another year. I like having a paid account, but I don't use LJ like I used to. I keep meaning to update more, but I find myself overthinking things and deleting entries, or in the last couple of months, I've just been too busy. I'd have swiftly resubscribed if I still used the site like I did, but at the moment, I think my meagre monetary resources might be better spent elsewhere. Damn you, textbooks.

University's kept me busy all Easter break with assignments. My essays on the US Electoral College and the eighteenth century partitions of Poland have been pretty interesting, but nothing can make European Union policymaking interesting, not even the fact I was writing about the railways. I truly wish I hadn't done my EU course. It's so mindnumbingly dull, and it's too late to change. Blah. This essay is truly the worst I've ever written and I'm afraid of what mark I'm going to get.

University here is better than in Queensland, though. I'm definitely enjoying myself more and the library is superior. In fact, in general, I love living here. The city is so much more cultural and diverse - I found Queensland painfully monocultural. The climate is absolutely wonderful; it's nice to have days where the maximum temperature is actually below 20! We seriously didn't have a single day in Queensland last year that failed to hit 20. And, well, we all know how much I am in love with the trams. The Z3s in particular, which are the oldest ones apart from the various W class heritage trams. I'm going to have to make an entry dedicated to the trams one day soon.

The Cricket World Cup is consistently keeping me up late at night. Damn you, ICC, for holding it in the West Indies! The Black Caps have been going nicely, though that stumble against Sri Lanka was unpleasant. I'm hoping for a good victory over the South Africans tonight. Hey, if Bangladesh can beat them, why can't we? I'm still feeling confident that we will make the semi-finals, but I do not believe any Kiwi team will ever get beyond that stage. Maybe we'll creep into the final. But I doubt we will ever lift the Cup. This year's the year to do it though. It would be nice if, at the end of this year, we held the Cricket World Cup, the America's Cup, and the Rugby World Cup, and at the moment, we have a pretty solid cricket team, a good yacht and more than just half a chance of getting out hands back on the America's Cup, and probably the most dominant rugby side we've been able to field in a long time. The All Blacks are looking so good it's scary, and I cannot quite put into words my pleasure at seeing the Australian Super 14 teams wilt and die this season.

And that's about it for now. Have a good one, folks.
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[23 January 2007|11:07 pm]
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After a week out in the wilderness without my headphones or even my music, returning to my world of aural pleasure has been nothing short of quite amazing. I had taken my headphones and external hard drive (loaded with my entire music collection) to my Nan's place for the few days between leaving Brisbane and arriving in Melbourne, but due to all the stress of that week, I never actually got around to setting things up and I think that was for the better. It's amazing what a week can do. My music sounds so glorious and rich; there is so much depth and richness in the audio. Lazarus by Porcupine Tree sounds even more beautiful than ever before. Anyone on my friends list who hasn't heard this song is truly deprived.

In other news, I'm now officially a student of the University of Melbourne and my transfer of credit from the University of Queensland should, I'm told, not be a hassle at all. So I'm happy about that and I've registered for courses. They are rather subject to change, but at the moment, in semester one, I shall be doing:

131-031 The Crisis Zones of Europe
131-066 The Modern Middle East
166-016 American Politics and Society
166-033 European Integration: Politics of the EU

And in semester two, which is even more subject to change (I find it weird how they asked us to pick semester two courses already), I selected:

131-211 The History of the Arab-Israeli Conflict
131-225 Terrorism in Modern Conflict
166-085 Global Movements: Emerging Paradigms
166-030 Transitions in Central & Eastern Europe

I'm quite looking forward to it. All up, I spent about 1.5 hours at UM today doing various things including excessive waiting in line, and it seems to be an even nicer campus than UQ, though UQ's St Lucia campus did have the one big perk of being nestled in a bend of the Brisbane River. Today was a rather busy day, and tomorrow looks set to be another hurried one, so I should depart for the night. My ISP tells me that I should be back on DSL within a couple of days, so hurrah! Everything is starting to return to a sense of normalcy and Mum's talking more seriously about feeling better and making a trip down here. Have a good one, folks.
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[15 January 2007|11:55 pm]
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Well, today has proved to be a very good day. Firstly, I secured a place to live in Melbourne. Secondly, Kate and I got our first preferences for university! Wooo! I'm thoroughly delighted. A week ago, I was a thoroughly worried mess, afraid that everything was about to go wrong, but now it seems to be falling into place how it should. Let's hope things keep going this nicely. That'd make me really happy with life and the universe and everything.

The move's tomorrow, but today's been so good that I can go to bed feeling happy rather than stressed and worried. This is, I suppose, a largely pointless update and my shortest in a long time, but I thought I'd share the good news. I'm pretty happy right now. Have a good one, folks!
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[1 December 2006|10:52 pm]
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Yikes, it's December already. Where has this year gone? I feel rather bad because I'm still yet to catch up on half the stuff that's happened since I spent the last few weeks travelling around. I thought I would have done so in the last few days but I haven't. So if you're waiting for a reply to anything, I promise that it is indeed coming! I'm just behind schedule.

Speaking of being behind schedule, I need to kick into gear with a couple of other things too to avoid being (too far) behind. Firstly, since it's December, I better accept the reality that Christmas is fast approaching. I don't enjoy Christmas any more. It has lost its magic, I have no-one to play cricket with on Christmas or Boxing Day afternoon, and my family's so split up both by divorces and distance that I no longer really know who to spend the day with or why. I guess I'll probably end up going down to the Gold Coast on Christmas Day but I don't really feel like it. I should also really decide if I'm going to bother with a tree or not, as 13 December will probably be here before I know it. People, Christmas trees go up twelve days before Christmas and come down twelve days after. None of this "oh, let's put the tree up one or two months in advance" nonsense that is becoming more and more common. Well, if you're American, you have an excuse, as it can be seen as seguing from Thanksgiving into the Christmas season, but otherwise? I say leave it to 13 December.

Secondly, I really need to get on top of the article I'm writing for the Political Science department's journal; if I wish to make the January edition, I need to have a submission ready in the next couple of weeks. I'm just experiencing writer's block. I wish to focus on the flaws of realism and implications of the security dilemma, with specific reference to crises in the Middle East, and I also wish to involve my pacific tendencies as I feel pacifism is rather under-treated. I'm surprised at the lack of pacifist literature in UQ's library. Maybe I'm just not looking hard enough, but there doesn't seem to be much there, especially not much recent theoretical work. Well, there's always online journals, which I should have checked already but I haven't.

And I think that's about it for now. Have a good one, folks!
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[29 November 2006|11:56 pm]
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Well, today I received my results for the second semester of university. I'm pretty pleased! )
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An overdue update. [17 November 2006|08:34 pm]
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Despite whatever my journal may indicate to the contrary, I am not only still alive but actually getting out and about for a change. Yes, quite remarkable, I know. So I suppose it's about time that I gave an update on my life.

U2 concerts and travelling to Sydney. )

News from university. )

Plans for the next couple of weeks. )

And that's about it for now. Have a good one, folks!
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