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[14 April 2008|11:53 pm]
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[Current Music |'Ruines Humaines' by Amesoeurs]

Wow. I have a hard time remembering the last time I had a week as hectic and busy as the last one. I've spent rather little time at the computer, which makes me feel bad because I owe some of you e-mails/comments and really need to get around to doing it. Part of the week disappeared down the drain of horribly dull and uninteresting university tasks. I am seriously disgruntled with one course, to the point that I skipped today's lecture because, quite frankly, grocery shopping was a more exciting prospect. The tutorials are fantastic and taken by one of my favourite tutors, but the lectures and assessment tasks frustrate me to no end. I finished and submitted one essay today that I would consider to be the most dull and unfulfilling load of tripe I have ever written.

University frustration aside, however, I had a very good week, despite how busy it was - or perhaps because of how busy it was; as somebody who quite enjoys the quiet and solitude of being at home, I'm not quite sure what to make of days where I'm awake for 18 hours and at home for less than 2 hours of them. [info]harmonybear and I went out multiple times railfanning; I think the most insane example was dragging ourselves up at 6am on Saturday to catch the XPT and Overland departing Melbourne, and in the case of the former, arriving as well. I have some rather good photos, but thanks to the sluggishness of my Internet, I'm still catching up on uploading stuff from March! I am starting to think, though, that I need to diversify my photographic subjects. I absolutely love my train and tram photos, but I do want to take pictures of more things as I love using my camera.

I've also spent a fair deal of time with cool people from Interference, including two evenings of dinner followed by showings of U2 3D. Rather unfortunately for me, my vision is so fucked up that I only see it as U2 2D. There are brief moments where something seems 3D or at least 3D-ish, but we're talking no more than four seconds here and there in a 90 minute film. I didn't expect this going into the movie, so the first time around it was rather disappointing and hard to get into - while everybody else is oohing and aahing at what they're seeing, I'm thinking "well, this is just like every other movie". The second time, I knew what to expect, so I was able to enjoy it much more. Basically, part of my vision impairment means my eyes do not focus together properly, and this means I don't see the 3D effect. Instead, all the glasses do is turn the blurry image on screen into a 2D image like any ordinary movie. If you see U2 3D yourself, just close one eye and you'll see what I see.

Besides all that, I think U2 3D is better than I expected. The setlist is almost the exact opposite of anything I would want to see; it is far too much "greatest hits" and far too little on the songs that keep me interested in the band (if I were in charge of the movie's setlist, the only songs currently there that would survive are The Fly and possibly New Year's Day and Where The Streets Have No Name). Hopefully this won't be spoilerish for anyone, but what especially pisses me off is the on-screen animation during part of Love And Peace Or Else. Way to be completely fucking obvious. It goes along with the whole barrage-of-hits mentality the band seems to have with everything they do now; it's all calculated and obvious, nothing is left to the imagination. And yet, in spite of all of that sort of stuff, U2 3D proves to be immensely enjoyable. The editing is fantastic and leaves for dead all of the band's other live releases from this decade. The sound quality is simply amazing, and I would love to hear something like Under A Blood Red Sky given that presentation. The band are in peak form. Surely the fact I saw it twice, despite my quibbles, says something - and if enough Interferencers decide to do another outing, I'll tag along for a third time. What a wonderful and fun group of people.

Changing subjects but sticking to music, I've booked my Porcupine Tree jaunt. I still need to organise accommodation in Sydney; it's a shame nobody I know lives there, because I hate tracking down hotels. But as it is, I must be the envy of foreigners with weird ideas of Australia being some exciting and exotic destination, as I will be in four different Aussie cities in a matter of two days. On 26/04, I obviously start in Melbourne and go to Sydney in the early afternoon; late the next morning, I fly from Sydney to the Gold Coast, have lunch and stuff there with the family, then Mum and I will drive up to Brisbane. I'm really glad Mum's healthy enough to see the concert with me; I was afraid she wouldn't be, but the last couple of weeks seem to have been really good for her. The full schedule:

25/04: Porcupine Tree in Melbourne.
26/04: Fly to Sydney. Porcupine Tree in Sydney.
27/04: Fly to the Gold Coast. Porcupine Tree in Brisbane.
29/04: Fly home to Melbourne.

Three standing concerts in three nights. I'm going to be exhausted. But it's going to rule so much. I'm excited already.

Anyhow, that's it from me for now. Have a good one, folks.
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[3 April 2008|11:09 pm]
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[Current Music |'The Twyncyn/Trembling Willows' by Pure Reason Revolution]

Well, April looks like it's going to be considerably busy and stressful. The fact I'm updating LJ rather than writing an essay surely isn't doing me any favours either. However, I feel motivated to update, while I can't say I feel terribly thrilled about rehashing arguments on the Holocaust in Romania in the quest for a mark, so update I shall.

March quite unexpectedly proved to be a rather good month. To tell the truth, it was probably my best month of the fourteen or so I've spent in Melbourne so far. When it started, I can't say I expected that. It was stinking hot, I was feeling fairly lonely, and Mum was not in the best of health at all. But it turns out the Internet is more than just a vehicle for porn and flamewars, and I can largely thank LJ and Interference for such a good March - my mother's all too short visit also significantly contributed. From Interference, the Maj. is not just in one of my courses at university but in the very same tutorial (what are the odds, seriously), while outside of uni I've caught up with Ali and TE/Melissa a few times and went to the National Gallery with them. It's been terribly good actually getting out and doing things, and a group of us are going to the premiere of U2 3D next week. I must admit I really don't care too much about U2 3D - it's a sort of ridiculous concept and only one song in the entire setlist really leaps out at me as worth hearing, but I'm not going to say no to passing the evening with a cool group of people and music I'm sure I'll enjoy despite my skepticism.

Meanwhile, in quite a chance encounter, [info]harmonybear/Kat and I bumped into each other over on [info]melbournemaniac. Would you believe there is another albino railfan roughly my age in Melbourne? No, I didn't either. But I'm not even joking. We've been out railfanning and tramfanning a fair bit the last few weeks. Most of it has just been around the central city, including one day when the routes 3, 64, and 67 tram lines were running via William Street to terminate at Dudley Street - I really wanted (and got!) photos of Z1s and As on a route normally run solely by Z3s and B2s. I've also ridden the Frankston - Stony Point line twice, once by myself and once with Kat; it's the only non-electrified train on the Melbourne commuter network. At the moment, it's operated by an A class diesel locomotive hauling either two or three of four MTH carriages, undoubtedly the most comfortable rolling stock of any suburban train. It's well worth the trip, especially as it's going to be replaced by Sprinter railcars rather soon. Kat and I are planning another trip later this month before the A+MTH are replaced, this time to photograph it between stations and also photograph the Long Island Steel train, which I frustratingly missed by a matter of minutes when we went down last weekend. Assuming I don't get too stressed over the next few days with essay madness, I'll post some of my pictures from my railfan adventures.

On another note, I'm considerably relieved with the very sudden departure of summer. Three weeks ago, Melbourne was melting in 40C weather. Today barely reached 16C. Looks like the coming few days are going to be rather pleasant and comfortable around 20-25C. Tomorrow evening, I hope it's fine as I plan to go out and do some more tramfanning, unfortunately without Kat as she'll be in Adelaide making me jealous by riding Adelaide trains. But it's the last weekday evening before the end of daylight saving and I don't yet have a photo of a 00 tram on the route 55. The 00 trams are return workings of peak hour trams that aren't rostered to actually run the 55 in the counter-peak direction; they are simply returning to Essendon Depot. Since they run in the evening and it will soon be too dark for my camera to produce worthwhile shots when the 00 runs, I'll go park myself somewhere in Royal Park, do readings, and photograph the parade of passing trams in the hope that at least one 00 comes my way when it's still nice and light. I do wonder if any counter-peak 00s run from Essendon Depot to West Coburg in the morning, but I'm never even remotely up that early to find out! I imagine they do, but I'll stick with catching the 00 in the evening for now. I don't think any of the Melburnians on my friends list or Interference would be terribly interested in joining me tomorrow, but if anybody is, let me know! I'm thinking about getting pizza.

And I think that's about it in news from Axverland. I've 3,500 words over two essays due in ten days, of which only 900 words are thus far written, and 4,000 words to do for the Royal Historical Society before the end of April. What fun. Have a good one, everybody.
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[15 March 2008|11:55 pm]
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[Current Music |'Les Iris' by Alcest]

Well, I had a very nice and very exhausting day today. This morning, I had a lovely morning tea/brunch with a group of other Melburnians with albinism. Then afterwards, [info]harmonybear and I went trainchasing in the city. This involved a considerable degree of walking in rather warm weather, and was thoroughly worth it. There is truly something delightful in not being a lone train nerd for a change! What a good day. My legs are killing me in a way I wasn't aware they could kill me, but it was for a good cause, so I'm not complaining! Absolutely need to do that again.

I would love to post some of my three hundred and seventy photos of trams and trains, but they are all on the Mac and for reasons I am not entirely able to determine, the Internet is refusing to work on it at the moment. I've started a thread over on Whirlpool, an Australian IT forum, so hopefully the issue will be resolved. If it looks like taking a while, I'll just burn them onto a CD and copy them onto the Windows. I've a shitload of photo posts I need to make.

On a completely unrelated topic, I hadn't played Alcest's Souvenirs D'un Autre Monde in a little while, but I've put it on this evening and it's blowing me away all over again. Truly the album of 2007, despite how astonishing Porcupine Tree's Fear Of A Blank Planet is. Neige is an absolute fucking genius. Shoegazer meets positive black metal with traces of post-rock? It shouldn't work, and yet it is one of the most stunningly beautiful things I have ever heard. If I were to do a list of greatest album openers of all time, Printemps Emeraude would certainly be on it, and Tir Nan Og would appear on the equivalent list for album closers.

No full albums from 2008 have seriously captured my imagination yet, though I am highly impressed by Agalloch's EP entitled The White. It may not have an individual track of as high quality as Kneel To The Cross from the Of Stone, Wind, And Pillor EP, but its often folkish and very desolate atmosphere is stunning. The run of Pantheist/Birch White/Sowilo Rune is of the most evocative in the band's history.

Now time to go collapse from exhaustion somewhere.
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A bunch of train photos. [7 March 2008|11:58 pm]
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[Current Music |'Sever' by Porcupine Tree]

So, I've caught the photography bug. Today, I had my first meeting with my contact at the Royal Historical Society, which went very well. I'll write more about what I'm working on once I know little bit more detail about the project. After the meeting, I figured I would go and photograph some trains and trams ... so I spent about thirty minutes doing that. It was all good fun. I'm such a nerd. Tomorrow, I'm seriously thinking of going and riding the Stony Point train, which is currently a diesel-hauled carriage train but I hear will be replaced by Sprinter railcars in the very near future. I want to ride it just during regular service, and since I've nothing else to do and would like to get out of the house, I might as well go tomorrow. It will give me a chance to do a lot of reading, including some of the details of the Royal Historical Society project I'm working on, and it will satisfy bot the railfan and the photographer within me.

So, in any case, I thought I would post some of my earlier photos of trains and get them out of the way before today's stuff and all the material I'm sure to take tomorrow. I've posted plenty of tram photos, but I hadn't gotten around to posting any I took of trains! These photos are from 25 January and 17 February and were mostly taken at Spencer Street Station in central Melbourne. My knowledge of Victorian trains is even more basic and rudimentary than my knowledge of the trams, so if I've made any mistakes, hopefully somebody out there can correct me!

Train goodness. You know that deep down inside, you care. Go on. )
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A visit to Paremata and Papakowhai [25 January 2008|11:14 pm]
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[Current Music |'I Troldskog Faren Vild' by Ulver]

In one of my recent entries, I mentioned that I might have a little photographic style or at least tendency developing. I like to photograph supposedly mundane and everyday scenes to try to create an impression of what the place is like, to convey it to an outsider and to give some perspective on the ordinary stuff, as opposed to what's meant to be the "interesting" attractions that are normally photographed. So here's a collection from my trip to New Zealand taken around Paremata and Papakowhai, two suburbs about 25 minutes north of Wellington and 5 minutes out of Porirua, at the northern end of the Porirua Harbour's southern arm. I've tried to structure them as a walk from Paremata Railway Station deep into the heart of suburban Papakowhai. You'll notice that some are from different days and times, which I hope adds some more diversity and brings something extra to your perception of the place. I am not going to provide any captions or commentary; I'd like the pictures to stand for themselves without me pointing out details or attributes. I hope this works well. I'll also do this for my hometown in the coming days. I suppose I should point out before I go on that the correct pronunciation of Papakowhai is pretty much "pah-pah-ko-fai".

Welcome to Paremata and Papakowhai. )
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Last Saturday's story and pictures [23 January 2008|11:47 pm]
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[Current Music |'Kind Of A Blur' by Subterranean Masquerade]

So, after my 21st birthday that I wrote about yesterday, I flew to New Zealand. Wellington, to be precise. It's always nice flying into Wellington. Well, I suppose it isn't always nice in terms of the ride you get, as the airport is right on the Cook Strait and the weather conditions there can often be unpredictable and unpleasant, but the day I flew in, it was absolutely gorgeous, and I mean it's always nice in that I'm coming home. Not a whole lot happened on the evening of the 18th. My father and I watched the Australia vs India cricket and had a barbecue for dinner. I was staying in Papakowhai, which is about 25 minutes north of Wellington, and it has great views over the Porirua Harbour's southern arm. So I took photos.

Yeah, I really like the view. )

The next day, I had arranged to meet my Grandad and uncle Tony (one of my mother's younger brothers). Grandad was meeting us in Paraparaumu on the Kapiti Coast, where I grew up; Tony was catching the train up from Wellington and I met him aboard the train at Paremata station, which is a short walk from Papakowhai. When the three of us went to lunch, we met up with my cousin Jeff, Grandad's nephew (though he was raised as Grandad's brother - it's a long story).

Photos from Papakowhai and Paremata. )

Photos from the Kapiti Coast. )

So after that, I returned to Dad's place and we had a birthday dinner - only a little one at home, as circumstances had conspired and nobody was really around. But afterwards we got out the 1987 wines that I wrote about earlier and watched Australia suck at cricket. That was all very, very good. Tomorrow, I will move on to the trip to Nelson.

While I was out and about on Saturday, I took a stack of photos of just ordinary scenes and streets in Paraparaumu Beach, Raumati Beach, Raumati South, Paremata, and Papakowhai. If I could say I have a photographic style developing - and I'm not sure that I do - it's that I prefer to take pictures simply of the mundane and everyday stuff. I often find it's actually more interesting than what are supposedly the interesting attractions you're "meant" to photograph. Certainly when I look at photos from Wellington in 1900, I'm most interested in the "everyday" shots, just to see how things have changed. I also think these "everyday" shots give an outside viewer a good sense of what the place really feels like, as opposed to the false impression that might be created simply by photos of "interesting" attractions. My photographic abilities may be appallingly lacking - but then again, it gives the amateur and everyday perspective both in terms of what's seen in the shot and how the shot is taken itself.

Or maybe I'm just trying to justify the fact I'm a shit photographer who's a bit too camera-happy and finds boring old towns and geography fascinating. I'll share the photos in the coming days and you can be the judge.
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Because trams are cool. Cooler than you! [10 January 2008|11:49 pm]
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[Current Music |'Assassing' by Marillion]

Alright, three tram entries in three days, that's a bit excessive. But this is the last one. It's also probably a bit more interesting than yesterday's entry, which was wildly nerdy even by my standards, and has some non-tram related Melbourne shots. All of the photos were taken between 3pm and 4:30pm on 9 January 2008.

Firstly, the non-tram Melbourne shots: hello, drought! )

The only decent photo I took with a train as the main subject. )

Trams in and around Royal Park. )

My favourite photo from the day's outing. )

I think to an outsider - or to a tram fan like myself - the pedestrian tram signs are pretty neat. )

Random stuff in Royal Park, including a pathetic excuse for a hockey stadium and a weird lopsided 'archway'. )

A final two trams. )

Well, I think this is the coolest entry I have ever made. I am sure everybody else begs to differ.
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[23 December 2007|09:38 pm]
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[Current Music |'Fadeaway' by Porcupine Tree]

Well, I'm heading off to the Gold Coast tomorrow afternoon. It's the first time I've been back to Queensland since I left in January. It will be good to catch up with the family, though I'm not at all looking forward to the weather. While Melbourne should have a comfortably cool 23 degree Christmas, the Gold Coast is looking at 26; now, that might not sound like a big difference, but I am convinced that simply due to its humidity, 25 degrees on the Gold Coast actually feels hotter than a 30 degree Melbourne day. Ah well, it'll be worth it to have some company at Christmas. I will have Internet access on the Gold Coast, so that's good. Before I go, though, I will make my annual Tangiwai disaster entry tomorrow. Speaking of tomorrow, I can't say I'm looking forward to fighting the crowds in the city on the way to the airport. My tram runs two blocks from Spencer Street Station, which is where I catch the bus to the airport, so I'll either have to walk there and hope the footpath isn't too crowded or force my way onto a packed Bourke Street tram during the lunch hour with my suitcase. Woohoo.

I really do hate flying. The airport is so incredibly out of my way and the over-the-top security measures to combat the non-existent terrorist threat are just plain irritating. I'm more willing to fly in New Zealand simply because you do not have to pass through any security checkpoints whatsoever for domestic flights; it's delightful. I really wish the train were a viable option, but unless I were willing to kill two entire days and pay for a night in Sydney, it's out of the question as there are no direct Melbourne to Brisbane trains. I hope that the Inland Railway is built soon and a passenger service is offered, as that would be absolutely fantastic.

This evening, I purchased a ticket to see Explosions In The Sky live, with Eluvium as the support act. I like a fair bit of their studio material and I hear they do an excellent live show, so I said "what the hell, who cares that I don't know anyone who wants to go?" and bought myself a ticket. So now I've got two concerts coming up next year, Dream Theater on 29 January and EITS on 16 February. This year, one of my big regrets is that I missed concerts I wanted to see because I had nobody to go with. I accordingly failed to see Isis, Pelican, and Arcturus. The Arcturus one particularly hurts. At the start of the gig, ICS Vortex walked on stage and announced "Welcome to the last Arcturus gig. Ever." I think I shall now make a point of going to shows even if I'm by myself, as I do not want that to happen again, or for a band to simply not return to Australia. We've been lucky the last few years, with the improvement in the dollar's value, but who knows how long that will last and if it returns to its 2000-02 level, the amount of tours will be sure to decline. I love live music and I don't want to have a year as lean as this year, with a meagre two gigs: Crowded House and Muse - funnily enough, within a week of each other.

On a completely different topic, I'd just like to say: who gives a shit that Tony Blair's converted from Anglicanism to Catholicism? Certainly not me, as his religion is his own private matter, and I simply cannot fathom why it was headline news here in Australia tonight. I can possibly imagine it being a sort of time waster in England, a kind of brief "former Prime Minister becomes Catholic" snippet to fill a gap in a news bulletin. But it has no impact upon, well, anyone else really and has no significance for Australia at all. Even SBS fell victim to covering this non-story. Bah. Enough of that, though.

Well, I hope all of you have a relaxing and enjoyable Christmas break. Those of you in the Southern Hemisphere, I wish you sunshine and cricket, just the way it should be. Those of you in the Northern Hemisphere, I also wish you sunshine and cricket, the former because we need your snow in liquid form down here as the drought's getting pretty unpleasant and the latter because most of you are in the US, which suffers significantly from a lack of the gentleman's game. Have a good one, folks!
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[16 December 2007|11:49 pm]
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[Current Music |'Vapour Trail' by Ride]

Fuck.

As I'm sure some of you remember, back in July, I went to New Zealand to visit my Grandpa as he has been diagnosed with cancer, specifically lymphoma. He was on chemotherapy at the time, and seemed to be doing well. This pattern of apparently positive progress continued over subsequent months. But that all changed. My father told me today the outcome of a recent meeting Grandpa had with a specialist. The chemotherapy had seemed to be putting the cancer into remission, but ever since the chemo cycle ended ... it's come straight back. The chemo, in other words, has failed. He is straight back where he was earlier this year, when he was diagnosed, with about 6 weeks to 2 months to live if there is no treatment. I understand there is still radiation treatment that they can do. I ... don't know how successful it's going to be. I was already going to New Zealand in January just after my birthday; we were planning that he would come up to Wellington, as we thought he would be well enough, but now we're heading down to Nelson and my trip may be extended.

I've felt in somewhat of a daze all evening. I have tried to do other things. Tried to keep myself occupied. Everything seemed to be going well with his treatment, and then this. I don't know how long this radiation treatment will keep him going. I can't believe that he might soon be gone. It ... doesn't register, it really doesn't. He's always been a constant in my life. I'm scared of how Grandma will cope once he goes. They'll have been married 53 years this April, if he gets that far.

I've been very lucky. I'm a month off turning 21 and all four of my grandparents are still alive. Nobody close to me has died. Everyone else I know is lucky to have half their grandparents still alive even at the start of the teenage years. But I'm scared of how I will respond when the inevitable happens, and I get the impression the inevitable is coming sooner rather than later. It seems most people learn to cope with death as children, and children are resilient. I never learnt that. It looms over me horribly. I'm just slightly paranoid about it; my closest friends and family can attest that I get a little nervous when they fly or I don't hear from them for an unexpectedly long period of time. What will happen? Death's so fucking permanent; I'll be a wreck. I can't imagine life without Grandpa. He's such a character, his personality is really warm and he tells such great stories and jokes that are so overwhelmingly lame that they become funny.

Well, he survived the Tangiwai railway disaster. The only survivor in his carriage (a fact I did not know when I wrote the 2004 entry I just linked to). One of only 28 of the 176 second class passengers to survive. I'm sure he believes he can beat anything. I hope that attitude doesn't wane, because as long as he's got that and his sense of humour, he'll cling in there and fight all the bloody way. 24 December will be especially poignant this year, 54 years after Tangiwai and likely the last with Grandpa here. Perhaps I will go to Tangiwai next year to pay my respects.

Just what he survived. )

I can't believe how long it took me to write this entry. I feel ... a strange empty, queasy, sick, sorrowful feeling I've never quite felt and don't know how to describe.
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New Zealand Pictures, Part IV: Raumati Beach, Paraparaumu, and trains [12 July 2007|09:40 pm]
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[Current Music |'Printemps Emeraude' by Alcest]

This will be the final part of my series of entries with photos from New Zealand. I'm skipping over Raumati South straight to Raumati Beach, as I took only two photos in Raumati South, neither of which would be of any particular interest to anybody: just a small set of shops and the kindy I went to when I was four. So here are some of the photos I took of my hometown. I took an absolute stack of photos of the miniature railway, but I'll spare you most of them.

Seven photos from Raumati Beach. )

And now we move slightly up the coast to Paraparaumu. It and Raumati essentially blur together.

Four photos from Paraparaumu. )

I did proceed north from Paraparaumu to Otaihanga, but none of my photos from there are really anything special. Were it not for the evening sunlight, I would have been able to get some nice photos of the Waikanae River. Oh well, next time! So instead, because I can, here are photos of trains!

Eight photos of Kiwi trains. )

And that's it for my photos from New Zealand!
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New Zealand Pictures, Part II: Pukerua Bay and Paekakariki [10 July 2007|01:52 pm]
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Kapiti Island, viewed from Raumati Beach on the other side of the Rauoterangi Channel.



After yesterday's photos of Tasman Bay, today I'd like to start on the Kapiti Coast, where I come from. I specifically grew up in Raumati Beach, but I'll go from the south and work my way northwards. Pukerua Bay is the southernmost town on the Kapiti Coast and home of Peter Jackson. Paekakariki is just up the coast and its primary reason for existing was a railway depot, though this has become less important in recent decades. It is really a small village whose expansion is geographically prohibited, and visiting it is like stepping back into 1970s New Zealand. Those of you in the rugby world may know Paekakariki best as the home of the "Paekakariki Express", Christian Cullen.

So, first of all, exactly where are we? I again have a location map. )

Three pictures of Pukerua Bay. )

Eight photos from Paekakariki. )

In the next entry, I'll head north to Queen Elizabeth Park and the Mungatooks.
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[6 June 2007|12:52 am]
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[Current Music |'Emerald Lies' by Marillion]

Whenever I go to university, I walk past the Royal Melbourne Hospital. I can't help but find ironic amusement that every time I go by, there's a throng of future lung cancer patients gathered outside the main entrance, smoking up a storm. Pisses me off too, as I cannot stand smoking, but the amusement keeps me from being too bothered.

But this post has a sombre twist, as the Royal Melbourne Hospital was the destination for some of the seriously injured in a level crossing accident that happened today in northwestern Victoria. This wasn't just the ordinary kind of level crossing accident either, where some moron thinks they can outrun the train and get cleaned up by the engine. Oh no. Some stupid fuck in a semi-trailer drove into the side of the second carriage! Unless the reason he drove into the side of the train was due to being incapacitated, such as by a heart attack, he is a leading contender for the title of "stupidest person in Australia" and, as he survived, I hope the law falls on him like a sack of bricks with a bunch of manslaughter charges. The death toll currently stands at 11 with 10 more missing, and the footage of the second carriage is absolutely terrible. It has a huge gash down one side, completely split open.

I just do not understand why people are so stupid when it comes to trains and level crossings. The train is bigger and more powerful than you and it can't exactly turn or stop suddenly, so why challenge it? You'll only come off as the loser. This goes for trams too. Every time I travel past uni and into the city, my tram runs through the middle of two roundabouts. It seems drivers are completely incapable of even noticing that a tram is coming and that it has right-of-way, or they just think they can beat it. I don't know what they think they're doing, because the tram's a hell of a lot bigger than they are. Kate's already been in a tram accident at one of the roundabouts, fortunately a rather minor one involving an idiotic taxi driver who failed to get out of the way, and I was nearly in a repeat of it last night. We may have actually grazed the car very lightly, as I was right up the front of the tram and when I looked out the window, the front of the car was not visible. But when the car reversed away, there was no visible damage and we got going again, though not before the tram driver leapt to his feet, gesticulated wildly, and called the driver of the car a "fucking moron".

So, in summary, people are stupid. Maybe there should be IQ tests to get a driver's licence.
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Thoughts covering the 24th to 26th of December period. [26 December 2006|10:03 pm]
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[Current Music |'Gospel According To IEM' by Incredible Expanding Mindfuck]

Yesterday, I had a fair bit I wished to say but no desire to really write much. Today, I feel like writing but can't recall much of what I want to say. Typical. Well, let's see where this goes.

Impressions of Christmas this year. )

The Boxing Day test. )

And while I didn't want to, it seems I can't help but chime in on the stupid annual Christmas debates. )

I guess I actually had more to say than I realised. Well, that's about it for today, except to say that I feel bad for not doing my annual entry on the 24th in memory of the victims of the Tangiwai disaster on 24 December 1953 (which my grandfather survived and two uncles did not) and other New Zealand railway disasters, such as the 1943 Hyde disaster in which I lost four relatives. I also lost a relative in a dreadful railway accident in the UK in 1952, so I guess that given this unpleasant family history with trains, it's a little perplexing why I'm a railfan. I guess I was born late enough to not have my attitudes towards rail transport adversely affected by the disasters, but early enough to still be strongly emotionally affected by the memory of them. To this day, my grandfather has not ridden a train since Tangiwai. Anyway, although it's a couple of days late, there's my annual thoughts and reflections on the disaster. RIP Douglas and John.
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[18 October 2006|04:31 pm]
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Well, it's been a while since my last entry, and I forgot to reply to its comments but I'll get around to it someday soon. I've just been busy with university and so forth, and my eyes have decided they really don't like me, so that's been making life difficult, what with the copious amounts of reading I do. As far as university goes, I have somehow been both pushing myself too much and procrastinating more than I should. I realise those two concepts should be mutually exclusive, but they aren't.

It's funny, I was looking forward so much to doing History and Political Science, and yet now I don't feel as if I am doing what I love. I feel drawn back to the first thing in my life that I truly loved and that truly held my fascination; New Zealand's railway system. Shame there isn't any sort of Bachelor of NZR. Ah well, maybe I can use my History and PolSci stuff along those lines; the railway certainly played a very large role in New Zealand's 19th and early 20th century history and politics.

And I randomly felt like making a list in response to a post over on Interference, but it wasn't within the context of the thread and I'm sure making a new one would just cause unnecessary conflict, so I'll post the list here, complete with side comments. I give you ...

The ten worst U2 songs. Ever. Except not quite 'ever', as my mind does change from time to time. Don't read if you're one of those ultra-defensive U2 fans who can't take criticism of the band in your stride. )

And that's all for now. Have a good one!
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Some good news. [28 September 2006|04:05 pm]
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My faith in the future of New Zealand's railways has received a slight boost due to an announcement today: the Overlander will continue to operate! I really didn't think the cancellation would be repealed, especially with only a couple of days of service remaining. But this really is wonderful news. Maybe when I'm in New Zealand in late November, I'll get some time to ride the train, though it's probably not likely given my schedule.

The irony is that this makes Toll Rail look like the good guys. Now, the government deserve all the criticism they get for this, but Toll aren't exactly the greatest railway operators on earth. New Zealand's railways would be in a much better state if they reverted to being a State Owned Enterprise with the public good prioritised ahead of financial profit. That's probably not going to happen in a hurry, given the world's current fondness for all things neoliberal and privatised, but maybe someday in the future ...

For now, let's hope that Toll actually bothers to upgrade the train as is desperately needed. Anyone who argues this train cannot be profitable in today's current climate needs to remember that just over a decade ago, before NZR was privatised, this train was profitable despite bus and air competition (and the Northerner overnight service operated then too!). It can be made profitable again. Here's some simple steps:

1. New wagons. The wagons being used now are a disgrace; you can probably find better in third world countries. They are 56' carriages that date from the era of WWII! They've been rebuilt so many times and they're now little more than pieces of steel patched together haphazardly on some bogies. Comfortable, clean new wagons are absolutely essential. And by new, I mean new. I don't mean second-hand refurbished wagons from the UK or Japan or anywhere else. Probably the best idea would be to build some new railcars like the RM Silver Ferns instead of operating locomotive-hauled carriage trains.
2. More reliable timetables. No-one is going to want to travel on a train so consistently late as the Overlander. At present, it struggles to keep a timetable already more than a couple of hours slower than timetables from a couple of decades ago. It should be quite possible to do the run in nine hours. Now, this will naturally cut out the extended National Park stop, but if passengers have the ability to place lunch orders on the train and have the food available on arrival, that would be ideal for all parties involved.
3. Advertise the bloody thing more! Unlike airports on the outskirts of cities, railway stations are centrally located and it's a whole lot more spacious and comfortable form of transport than either air or bus. Emphasising those qualities should help with the domestic market, and the beautiful scenery of the King Country should make attracting tourists a breeze. If they'll ride the TranzAlpine in the South Island, they'll ride the Overlander in the North.
4. Will! We need some people with the will to operate an excellent long-term service operating the train. Not money-hungry freight operators such as Toll, and not incompetent, ill-informed politicians like the current Minister for Transport, but some people who have the experience and ability to run an excellent service.

Those simple steps would surely attract people back to the Overlander. We may not return to the days of additional extra services that existed in the 1950s, and we may never see trains the length of the 1970s Daylight Limited, but a profitable and attractive service can certainly be run, and maybe it will lead to the revival of some other equally worthwhile services, such as Christchurch-Dunedin-Invercargill, Auckland-Tauranga, and Wellington-Napier.
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A rant after watching a disturbing video clip. [17 August 2006|09:19 pm]
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This footage is disturbing.

I frankly have no sympathy for people who get hit by trains. Of all the dumb ways to die, it really has to be one of the stupidest. Now, naturally, this rule has exceptions: if your car is pushed in front of a train by some impatient prick behind you (it's really happened) or you had nothing to do with the idiotic decision because you were just a passenger on a bus or something of the sort, then you have an excuse for being in the way. But if you're stupid enough to think you can beat a train, or you stayed in your car when it has stalled on the line, or you were playing too close to the edge of the platform, or any other form of foolish activity, you pretty much got what was coming to you in the most literal sense of the phrase. I think some people forget that trains always have the right of way, full stop.*

It just amazes me that some people - generally men in love with their accelerators - think they are actually capable of beating a train. Let's see: the train can't turn or come to an abrupt stop like a car generally can, and it's a whole lot heavier. Even the largest of trucks come off worse for wear against a train. Do some people think the train can come to a sudden stop and avoid a collision? Because they clearly have no concept of momentum; heavy freight trains can take a kilometre to come to a halt.

And then there are the classic cases of people who claim they just didn't see the lights flashing or hear the train coming. It's just basic common sense to be aware of what's happening around you. A train isn't exactly going to sneak up on you: they tend to be pretty loud, and it has a pretty clearly defined path. Don't people look when they are around railway tracks? I mean, if you walk out across a road without looking left and right, it's pretty much your own fault for not paying attention when a car smacks into you. Same logic applies to a railway. If you don't bother to make sure a train (which has a superior claim to you for the space) is not coming and then walk or drive out in front of one, you got what was coming to you.

Yet, despite my lack of sympathy for those who are struck by trains, I do hope they survive. I'd like to say this comes from my firm belief in the preservation of human life, but that honestly plays just a small part in it. I hope those hit by trains survive for the sake of the poor train driver. I cannot begin to imagine what it is like to have a person or car appear on the tracks in front of you; you basically have to hit the emergency brakes and watch as you hit them and crush them beneath your locomotive. That must really emotionally mess up the locomotive drivers, especially those who hit school buses or mothers pushing prams across the tracks or any other incident involving kids.

So that's my rant. Be sensible around trains, people.

*This technically isn't true. In Gisborne, New Zealand, the railway line crosses the end of the airport's runway and planes have the right of way. But it is SUCH a rare occurrence for trains to not have the right of way that I figured this sort of detail was only appropriate for a small note as, for all intents and purposes, trains have right of way at all times.
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[13 August 2006|10:30 pm]
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Just a few quick notes because I'm tired and want some sleep, but have been procrastinating on updating LJ all day.

1. Yesterday morning, my computer suddenly decided to work. Safe mode stalled like it did on Friday night, but when I tried loading Windows normally, it worked and it's continuing to function now. I'm baffled, but at least it's working! I'm going to be a bit nervous about whether it'll work again next time I restart, though ...

2. Went to a model railway club today and had a great time. The layout they had there was fantastic and I quite liked the size of the Sn3.5 models. I now need to track down some NZ120/TTn3.5 to see in person. I thought I had a good idea of the size but now I'm not so sure, as I haven't really been to any model railway conventions in a couple of years.

3. I am at the point where, once I have made the flights I have already booked for later this year, I intend to never fly again unless absolutely necessary. It is not because I am afraid of terrorism. The odds of being aboard a plane attacked by terrorists is remarkably slim - though if I were flying trans-Atlantic right now, I'd be a bit nervous. What gets me is the security. I just can't be bothered. I certainly hope this ban on carry-on luggage doesn't last long; I find Brisbane to Sydney boring enough, and the four hours across the Tasman would be pure hell without my discman or books (I refuse to contemplate crossing the Pacific without carry-on luggage). I'm flying to Auckland in November too. So if the ban on carry-on luggage and huge time-wasting security measures stay in place, stuff the airlines. Stuff them anyway, but stuff them all the more now. I'll go take the train, thank you very much. I'll rock up to the platform 10 minutes before my train arrives, take my luggage aboard with me, and relax as I travel through the countryside to my destination in stress-free, boredom-free comfort. I don't care if that means getting from Melbourne to the Gold Coast requires taking the XPT to Sydney, another XPT to Brisbane, and a commuter train from Roma Street to Robina; it beats the daylights out of flying.

Sure, the train may take longer. But I'd argue it's well worth it. I hate flying anyway. I used to view it with disinterest, as a means of getting from A to B, but I've flown regularly enough that I've come to hate it. The cramped quarters, the boredom, the dodgy food, the ear/head pain, the stark lack of scenery; why put myself through that when I can travel on a roomy train with good food, watch the scenery out of my window, move around as I please, eat food rather than airline imitation food, and support my favourite mode of transportation? To hell with you, air travel. Flash in the pan. Just like the Wallabies.
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[8 August 2006|09:21 pm]
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I thought it was probably about time for an update about my life. I don't write on LiveJournal enough really, though I've been doing plenty of work lately on Wikipedia. The New Zealand railways section is really looking quite nice now; I've had a look at the pages for the railways in Australia's states and they're just dreadful by comparison. Well, they're dreadful by any standard, really. I'd get some books out the library and upgrade them myself if I weren't so committed to the New Zealand section.

University has restarted and I'm starting to get back into gear. For the curious, the courses I am taking are History of the Future, Turning Points in World History, Great Issues of International Relations, and a second-year subject, Politics of Development. Politics of Development is fantastic; for the first time, I actually feel mentally stimulated and a bit challenged by the material. It's holding my interest. It also has a bloody massive course reader! Not that it could compare to the brick of a textbook I had to buy for Turning Points in World History; I'm convinced that if you dropped that from a significant enough height, it would serve quite nicely as a lethal weapon.

Quite possibly the most exciting development of the last few days is that I have been invited to submit an article for review for one of the university's peer-reviewed academic journals. I'm now trying to think of a topic on which to write. The prospect of having to write something that offers an original contribution or new perspective at the standard of an academic journal article is a bit daunting, but certainly a challenge I've been looking for after feeling so bored and intellectually unstimulated last semester. If I'm honest, given that I'm free to choose any topic I like, I'm thinking of ways to mesh together politics and my love for railways.

Speaking of railways, I'm hoping to visit a model railway club over the weekend. I've been thinking quite seriously about my model trains lately and have been re-evaluating my use of the HO scale. Given that HO does not properly suit New Zealand's gauge, I may just switch to Sn3.5 or HOm (HOn3.5) or NZ120 (TTn3.5). Spotting a pattern with the n3.5? Here's a short explanation. The standard gauge (distance between the two rails) of railway tracks in the world is 4' 8.5" (1,485mm), so standard model track is a scale replica of that: for example, HO is 87 times smaller than the real thing, so HO track is 87 times smaller than 4' 8.5". However, New Zealand's railways are narrow gauge, 3' 6" (1,067mm), so when you make NZ's trains 87 times smaller, they don't fit on HO track, and the only way to make it work is to build your models slightly out of scale. However, there are sub-scales that allow you to model 3' 6" gauge in a particular scale, such as HOn3.5 for HO (it's essentially HO trains on TT scale track). So I'm trying to find which n3.5 scale would suit me best, and by making this club visit on the weekend, I'll be able to check out their equipment in operation and see what I think. Should be good.

(I suppose I should make a note here that my usage of imperial measurements outside brackets followed by metric in brackets may be a reversal of the norm and against all logic, but quite deliberate nonetheless. As much as I assert the superiority of metric is an objective fact, I understand railways in imperial measurements due to the fact the majority of railway publications utilise imperial measurements. Furthermore, I model NZ in the 1950s, before metrification came to New Zealand, so all documents and plans from that era are in imperial and it's easier to scale those down without throwing in a messy conversion. In some cases, such as gauges as above, I have recently acquired a bit of an understanding of metric and I intend to expand this as it seems the shift to metric is finally starting to seriously gather steam within the hobby, pardon the pun.)

And that's about it for now. Have a good one, folks.
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This is probably more subdued than my usual commentary on Kiwi sporting victories [30 July 2006|10:11 am]
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Last night, Luke and I went to see the Bledisloe Cup game between New Zealand and Australia here in Brisbane. As the Bledisloe was this year expanded to a best-of-three format, this game had the potential to be the decider as we'd already won the first encounter in Christchurch, and that was exactly what happened, with the All Blacks winning a close encounter 13-9. The Bledisloe stays where it belongs in Kiwi hands for another year!

Luke and I had fantastic seats up high, affording us a panoramic view of the game. Suncorp Stadium is a great venue and I can see why people often praise it. I was rather surprised at the large amount of All Blacks fans in attendance! We may have been a minority, but we were a damn sizeable one, with a few sections of the crowd largely black, and in my section, it felt like a majority of the fans were Kiwis. Maybe, however, that was due to the fact we were the only ones making noise! The Australians were, on the whole, fairly quiet and the atmosphere wasn't as good as I expected from a Bledisloe match.

I suppose part of the reason for the relatively subdued crowd was the fact the game itself was pretty low-scoring. Australia opened the affair with a penalty, but New Zealand quickly hit back with a great try when Rokocoko did some of his trademark work by storming down the line. Dan Carter slotted over the conversion from the sideline as if it was nothing and I thought the game was about to become a high-scoring one, with either 1. both teams exchanging tries or 2. the Kiwis running away with it. I certainly would've liked option 2! Instead, Rokocoko's try proved to be the only one of the match as it turned into a very close encounter. At half-time, I felt the All Blacks were the slightly better team; both had had their chances, but the All Blacks had successfully capitalised on theirs. The Wallabies really took the fight to the All Blacks in the second half and it turned into quite a tense game, with each side managing to score just three points a-piece. In the last five minutes, with the score at 13-9, Australia really put on a surge to break the Kiwi line and score a match-winning try, and as they were still in possession when the full time siren went, they played on and the nerves really set in for me. A try after the whistle would have been simply devastating! But luckily, the All Blacks held firm and when a penalty came, the ref blew for full time and the Bledisloe Cup stayed ours!

Luke and I decided to bolt at this stage, to try to reach the train before the bulk of the crowd, but this attempt was thwarted by Luke's poor ability to understand signs (and, I suppose, the fact I couldn't even see the signs from any reasonable distance) leading us to the wrong bloody side of the stadium! So we then fought our way back to the train station, but things didn't really work out too bad. The crowd was thick but flowing as we walked towards the station, and not long after we got there, a train showed up and we managed to get on board despite the huge amount of people. All in all, it was a good night out, no doubt due in part to the All Blacks' victory.
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Just another stop down the line ... [26 July 2006|11:00 pm]
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There is a bit of a saying in the railfan and model railway community, that most fans will favour and model the era of their youth, perhaps as a (subconscious) method of reliving their boyhood (or, I suppose, girlhood, but female railfans are an incredibly scarce commodity indeed). So, by extension, younger fans prefer modern trains, streamlined expresses, diesels with loads of grunt, long and heavy container trains, rakes of bogie coal wagons, and the like. This reality goes a long way to explaining why the most popular era to model is presently the transition from steam to diesel and (increasingly) the first generation diesels and introduction of the second generation - because the majority of railfans are past the age of 40 or even retirement age, and the transition from steam to diesel took place in earnest in 1945-1955 in the US (though it wasn't completed until 1971 in New Zealand) and the second generation of diesels were introduced in the seventies. Furthermore, from my own personal observations, I have noticed that when not preferring or modelling a local branch line that ran to or through one's home town, railfans prefer main lines: the majesty of a Kb class smoking up a storm as it charges along the Midland Line to Arthur's Pass, the speed of a Ja class roaring along the Canterbury Plains "racetrack" around Rakaia, the grunt of two DX diesels hauling a massive freight train through the central North Island.

I must then be somewhat of a rarity amongst railfans. Well, I am by definition, as I have an overwhelming preference for New Zealand's trains, whereas your average railway modeller is American or British. But besides that preference, I too don't conform in any way to the typical fan traits that I just described. I should be interested in modelling New Zealand's trains from the early 1990s through to today; I should be fascinated by the sleek, high speed trains of Europe and Japan. I'm not. I find that stuff interesting, sure, by virtue of the fact it's railways and you can interest me just by shaking a sleeper (or, for the Americans, a "track tie") in front of my eyes. But my primary interest lies in the late days of steam of New Zealand, around the 1950s when steam was still prolific but the first diesels (especially my beloved DA class) had been introduced, railcars were being introduced but had not yet risen to dominance on country passenger services, and the electrified suburban network in Wellington was in full swing with the D/DM commuter units and ED and EW locomotives - and most important of all, New Zealand's beautiful and enchanting branch lines still operated and crisscrossed rural regions. Forget main lines; branch lines are where it's at for me. They have such rich character, a calm beauty, and often a quiantness. I love little country stations, with their small yards, goods sheds, and spurs to loading bays. I love the 1950s branch line trains, typically hauled by an Ab class steam engine, plenty of four-wheeled goods wagons, a passenger carriage or two tacked on to the end. All this modern streamlining, containerisation, and standardisation just sucks out the character and life of the trains for me. A container train hauled by a couple of DFTs is neat enough, but an Ab chuffing by with a rake of four-wheeled wagons of all shapes, sizes, ages, and conditions has an indescribable and unmatchable charm.

So I'm sad. Not only have the few remaining long distance trains in New Zealand been progressively discarded since 2000 to the point that the species is almost extinct (yesterday's entry being the starting point for the train of thought in this entry), but fact is, most passenger trains - especially the rural ones I'd love to ride - were cancelled decades before I was born, and most of the branch lines were closed to all activity, freight or passenger, before 1987 too! I can't even go sit in Lumsden and watch trains come in from all four points of the compass, because the lines in all four directions vanished by 1983 (even though they were all still in place at the start of 1978)! And with the demise of the Overlander, I have very little choice left open to me to ride regular service passenger trains in New Zealand. Excursions are fantastic and I love that they afford a chance to travel down lines normally closed to general passengers, but I take most delight in the regular workings of a railway and I prefer to travel on general, everyday services. Alas, I was born over a decade too late to ride a Standard railcar from Wellington to New Plymouth, and decades too late to enjoy a trip through the Catlins or to Methven. Why am I so young? I'm decades too late. It makes me feel very sad; lonely, too, because it feels like no-one can even understand or empathise. By Kiwi railfan standards, I'm extremely young - your average railfan was around when many of the branch lines and services I wish I could have seen still ran. They may no longer have the pleasure today, but at least they had it once. The best I can do is look at photos and maybe go find leftover relics that the scrap crews missed.
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