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[29 February 2008|11:49 pm]
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[Current Mood | exhausted]
[Current Music |'Cloudy Now (live)' by Blackfield]

Wow, I must admit I'm a wee bit impressed. For the first time since March 2005, I made an entry on every single day of a calendar month. It's funny how posting habits change. I made at least one entry for every single day between 29 September 2003 and 12 April 2005 inclusive. At the complete opposite end of the scale, I made just three entries in all of September last year, and missed an entire month between 14 February and 14 March 2007. A lot has come and gone in that time. I started this blog way back in year 11 of high school, and now here I am, heading into my third year of university.

I suppose February was a fitting month during which to write daily. Neither this year nor last have been kind to me at the start, and I will be rather pleased to see March after this miserable month. My paternal grandfather passed away, I lost the friendship of two significant people in my life, and now just to top it all off, my family has had some more drama. One of my uncles is entering into a very poorly considered marriage, and the whole furore over this reached its peak last night when he threw a tantrum at a family gathering and remarked that his mother, my maternal grandmother, should die and burn in hell. To reiterate from yesterday, I will not stand for bullshit, and such repulsive disrespect sickens me. I have already distanced myself from the developing drama, and that was the final straw; I am cutting him out too. Nobody talks to my Nan like that. Nobody.

In happier news, today's cricket between Australia and Sri Lanka was sensational. Undeniably the best game of the series thus far, and what a shame that it was a dead rubber before the finals! It began as per the usual script - the Sri Lankans lost wickets steadily and staggered to a paltry 221, and the Australians began their innings in blistering form, clearly set to chase down the target in double quick time. And then the wheels fell off. Australia crumbled from 0/107, with Adam Gilchrist on course for the fastest limited overs century in Australian history, to 6/123 and Gilly gone for 83 off 50. The Sri Lankan bowlers just tore up the script and threw the shreds to the four winds. The Australian tail-enders tried desperately to hang on, and had 14 runs to get off the final 12 balls with just one wicket in hand. Then Jayawardene made an inspired choice in bringing in Jayasuriya to bowl, and with his first and only delivery of the game, he clean bowled Brett Lee and the game was over! Australia were dismissed for 208 and the Sri Lankans won by 13. It was such a fantastic game, and so tense at the end as Lee and Nathan Bracken fought desperately to snatch victory from the jaws of defeat. The game was even here in Melbourne at the MCG, so now I'm regretting not going! Well, in any case, bring on a close finals series between Australia and India in the coming week.

And so ends February. What a month. I'll take a quieter March if at all possible, thanks.
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[15 February 2008|09:56 pm]
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[Current Music |ODI cricket on TV, Australia vs Sri Lanka]

Well, today's been pretty good on the music front. I bought tickets for Porcupine Tree in both Melbourne and Brisbane - Sydney's still up in the air and dependent on a couple of factors, but tickets aren't exactly flying out the door at a great rate of knots. I also went and got my ticket printed for the Explosions In The Sky tomorrow, and I'm looking forward to that despite going by myself. What is a little disappointing is how late it is. Apparently they're not expected to be off stage until 20 past midnight,which is going to mean I'll be pushing it a little fine to get home. It seems those who schedule concerts really do not think of those who are dependent on public transport. I hate to think how much a taxi will cost if it comes to that.

In other news, it looks like Liberal Party leader Brendan Nelson has gone and really put his foot in it. He's already taken a lot of flak for his terrible speech at the national apology a couple of days ago, and it turns out that a story he related about one Aboriginal women in some kind of attempt to demonstrate that actions were undertaken with "good intentions" was actually used without even consulting her, let alone asking her permission. Now she's accusing him of misrepresenting her story for political gain. Good on her for speaking out. This guy has the charisma of a tomato, and now it seems he appears to have the grace of a tomato splattering on a wall too. It may be a long way away and lots will surely happen in between, but it's probably reasonable to say that if he's still the Liberal leader at the next election, Rudd will cruise to a second term.

And to change topic again, it looks like life is starting to settle down a bit. I still feel ... all kinds of things, but at least I've got a good weekend to look forward to. Besides tomorrow's concert, I'm aiming to meet up with a few other local U2 fans on Sunday, and of course there's the cricket. If there's one good thing about summer, it's cricket. It's the first weekend of the Super 14 rugby too! That seems a bit strange, given that rugby's a winter sport and all, but the rugby year seems to be getting longer and longer and I'm almost used to the season starting this early now.
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[9 February 2008|08:52 pm]
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[Current Mood | fairly good]
[Current Music |'As Embers Dress The Sky' by Agalloch]

Good aspects of today:
1. Daniel (bono_man2002 on Interference, [info]starlighterased here) came over for a visit. It was really nice to just hang around with someone rather than trudging about on my lonesome. I'm probably a terrible host, but for all the jokes my friends back on the Gold Coast like to make about my supposed anti-social tendencies, I really do like just catching up with people and having some company. Especially at the moment; I need to get my mind off other things. I'm not remotely a hermit.
2. After I claimed that Jesu's song Friends Are Evil is the heaviest song I know, Daniel and I discovered that it is just too heavy for computers. I tried to skip ahead to the heaviest portion and my Mac simply froze. Though it's probably fair to say that certain songs by black metal groups such as Wolves In The Throne Room are in fact heavier. It's the droning intensity of Friends Are Evil that makes it really suffocating and intense.
3. After two abysmal losses in the Twenty20 cricket, New Zealand thumped England in the first one-dayer! Miracle of miracles. I'm still trying to figure out where on earth this skill suddenly came from. It's doubtful that this winning way will last terribly long, so I'll enjoy the moment.
4. I got around to doing some vacuuming and such. Not that things were that dirty anyway, and I despise vacuuming, but once it's done I always feel much better about the place.

Bad aspects of today:
... none! So far. Let's not tempt fate.

So now I'm just kicking back having a glass of wine and wondering what to do with my time while trying to not think of next week. On Monday or Tuesday, I'm actually going to try to overcome my crippling shyness and thorough absence of confidence and apply for some jobs. I've got a bit of a resume written and I'm starting to really want a bit of a boost to my income. Not to mention that I want to get a job to shut my father and his miserable partner up.
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A plague of petty sport fans [7 February 2008|10:39 pm]
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[Current Music |'Mahler' by No-Man]

Well, I guess I'll try writing some kind of normal entry.

I must admit that I'm a little embarrassed to be an Australian citizen at the moment. The offensive and even racist behaviour of certain sections of the Australian community is becoming sickening. I will not be surprised if cricket teams from the subcontinent stop touring here. Why should they bother? Firstly there's the whole Harbhajan Singh fiasco. Whether or not he called Andrew Symonds a "monkey" or any other derogatory slur is really irrelevant at this stage - it hasn't been proven, it is denied by Sachin Tendulkar (the only Indian within earshot), and it very much could be overhyped by Ricky Ponting due to being labelled Harbhajan's bunny. What is relevant is just how petty Australian sportsfans can be. Every time Harbhajan does, well, ANYTHING, he gets thunderous boos from the audience. Come on, people. This isn't sporting, and it sure as hell isn't cricket. Move on. In Brisbane on Tuesday, Harbhajan made a gutsy and valuable stand and the crowd still booed him after he got out. Not to mention that they chanted "Harbhajan's a wanker". Grow up.

What's even worse, however, is this story of an egg being randomly thrown at members of the Sri Lankan squad, including the world's best spin bowler, Muttiah Muralitharan. Now, it was dark, so chances are they didn't know it was Murali, but they obviously targeted the group because they were Sri Lankan. Muralitharan has refused to participate in tours of Australia before due to the abuse he has copped; despite scientific tests showing that his bowling action is legal, even our former Prime Minister, John Howard, labelled Murali a "chucker". I'm deeply bothered by the following quote, and I'm sure that if I were Australian-born rather than just a citizen, I would be rather ashamed too:

Jayawardene said it was important to "block everything" out during tours of Australia. "When you come here it's not just the players who are aggressive, it's also the crowd who are as aggressive as their team," he said.

Way to make the opposition feel welcome, guys. You should respect them, not act aggressively, derisively, and abusively to them. They've come a long way from a completely different part of the world to entertain you. There's just no need for this kind of pathetic, childish, and small-minded behaviour.
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Don't you just love life? [5 February 2008|10:06 pm]
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[Current Mood | worried]
[Current Music |'Hatesong' by Porcupine Tree]

Dear life, the universe, and everything else,

Please, give me a bit of a break. I had quite enough on my plate with Grandpa's passing. It's the first time I've lost anybody close to me and I'm having a rough time of it, you know? I was starting to make progress, though. I was going to go out shopping, get back to my e-mails, and try to return to the swing of things. Then of course you just have to go and kick me when I'm down with my mother being admitted to hospital due to a recurrence of the pancreatitis that had her rushed to hospital the day I began my move to Melbourne last year. Thanks, life. Thanks a bloody lot. Sure, she's OK now, with good medical treatment and painkillers and all that good stuff, but I don't exactly like my mother ending up in Accident & Emergency and I sure as hell don't welcome the news that no matter how well she follows medical advice and is very careful with regards to her actions and diet, she is likely to suffer seemingly random pancreatic problems like this for the rest of her life. So now I'm both grieving and worried. Just what I wanted.

Well, at least the cricket's been good, albeit rain-affected. I'd never watched Lasith Malinga's bowling action before - he doesn't bowl overarm, he bowls roundarm, and it's quite an extraordinary thing to watch. It's like he doesn't have an elbow! I've tried to replicate it but it's not easy. And in other news, the Porcupine Tree tour anticipation has kept my spirits up a bit. I baked really delicious chocolate muffins at midnight last night - yes, that's my solution to being unable to sleep. Apparently I'm taking after my mother there. Now I suppose I'll go take after my father and pour a glass of wine, turn up the music, try not to get bogged down dwelling on negatives, and wish the cricket that was going so well earlier hadn't been washed out. Why the hell do they schedule day-nighters in Brisbane in summer anyway? What do you associate with summer evenings in Queensland? That's right, storms. They should at least have the common sense to schedule the matches at the start or finish of the season, i.e. spring and autumn, or figure out a way to put a roof on the 'Gabba and find the money to do it.

So yes, thanks life. This is precisely how I wanted my February to begin; trying to drown out reality by absorbing myself in cricket and music. Can't say the month looks like improving either. Thanks a bunch.

Cheers,
Ax
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Cricket: one billion Indians can't be wrong! [6 January 2008|11:23 pm]
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[Current Music |'Carried Away' by Split Enz]

I remember I once made a remark that the quickest way to kill interest in a blog entry is to mention International Relations theory in the opening sentence. I have no doubt that "Australia achieve 122-run victory in a thrilling Test as India lose their last three wickets in five balls" would actually be more effective. Especially if you're like me and the vast sweeping majority of the people reading your journal are Americans without the foggiest notion of how cricket is played. For shame, people. For shame!

But, well, the second five day Test match between India and Australia has to be one of the most memorable I've ever watched - no matter whether you look at the quality of the play over the entire five days, the absolutely unbelieveable ending, or the umpiring controversies. I'm sure that in the public consciousness, the umpiring will stand out as the aspect most widely remembered, but for me, it's got to be the final over, when despite all my gut instincts as a Kiwi who "supports two teams: New Zealand and whoever's playing Australia", I cheered an Australian victory. And at that, a 16th consecutive Australian victory, equalling the record consecutive wins - and by a team captained by Ricky fucking Ponting!

Yes, I really did watch all five days of that game. And what a five days! I almost gave up on it after the absolutely disgusting umpiring on the first day that undoubtedly gifted Australia 100-150 runs. Two blindingly obvious nicks to the wicketkeeper/slips were not judged out by the umpires, who were the only people in the entire world to believe that the ball missed the bat. To be honest, my opinion of Andrew Symonds slipped a little when he failed to walk after being caught. I can understand why he stayed, as he was the last recognised batsman in the line-up, but to use a very appropriate saying, it just wasn't cricket. Ah well, I couldn't help but get sucked back into the game, especially after fantastic centuries to VVS Laxman and Sachin Tendulkar and it became apparent that India had wrestled the initiative away from Australia and were in with a chance of winning.

And then it came down to the final day. Rather than roaring, the Indian bowlers wimpered and took far too long to take the wickets they needed to take. Australia had the initiative back, and while India could have chased the total down, they had Rahul Dravid opening, who seems to have an attitude of scoring as few runs as humanly possible. Even with a minimum of 65 overs left in the day, they had enough wickets in hand to make a reasonable go of it; if they'd batted with the perspective of a one dayer and held onto their wickets, they may just have gotten within striking distance. Batting for a draw didn't work, as they lost wickets, lost initiative, and slowed to such a crawl that the beach cricket tournament on Channel 10 featuring past greats such as Dennis Lillee and Sir Richard Hadlee was far more entertaining. The hopelessly inconsistent umpiring in the Test didn't help, and I ended up getting so frustrated with the snails' pace batting from India that my allegiances wavered.

And then came what proved to be the final over. India were 7/210, with the game scheduled to end after two overs or at 6:45pm, whichever came later. India simply had to hold onto three wickets in the space of twelve balls and the draw would be theirs. So Michael Clarke is given the ball. He'd bowled just a single over in the entire game, but here he was, bowling at the death. First ball? Harbhajan Singh sends the balls to the slips. 8/210. Second ball? RP Singh trapped leg before wicket and the umpire offers a good decision for a change. 9/210. Clarke is on a hat trick and the Indians have a single wicket left as Ishant Sharma comes out - with two right hand gloves! Surely a tactic to slow down the over rate and reduce the amount of balls he and his fellow batsman, Anil Kumble, had to face. So to a chorus of boos, a left hand glove is brought out for him and he takes the strike. Third ball of the over? Clarke is denied the hat trick; dot ball. Fourth ball? Another dot ball. Fifth ball? Sharma chips it up to first slip and that's it, India all out for 210 and Clarke's claimed 3 wickets in five balls! Australia wins by 122 runs. After how frigging dull India's attempt to force a draw had been, you had to cheer the result, even it was the bloody Australians.

And yes, it is a sign of how bored I am that I just spent an entire entry chronicling a cricket match. Tomorrow, Axver reviews the colour of his carpet ...
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Looking back on a year that sorely failed to live up to expectations [31 December 2007|08:45 pm]
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[Current Music |'To The Drowned, All Seas Are Calm' by Belegost]

So, it's the last day of 2007. Thank goodness for that. I went into this year with considerable excitement and optimism, as reflected in this entry. To be perfectly honest, this year turned into the worst year of my life. 1998 was the previous worst; I had just moved to Australia from New Zealand, the couple of acquiantances I made in the dying months of 1997 didn't seem to want to know me and I spent the year in solitude as the token Kiwi, the class whipping boy. This year has blown 1998 out of the water. Optimism is worthless, people.

My 'Worst of 2007' lists and commentary: events, sport, music, and more. )

But let's be cheerful too. Here's some of the best of 2007. )

Happy New Year, folks. I hope you all have a good one. Enjoy your 2008.
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Thoughts on diverse topics: the Gold Coast, Pakistani politics, and cricket [28 December 2007|04:38 pm]
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[Current Music |Cricket on TV: the third day of the first test, Australia vs India]

Tomorrow morning, I return to Melbourne. It's been nice to visit everybody and I wish my time with them weren't so limited, but I do not miss living on the Gold Coast one bit. I may have spent nine years of my life here, but I am bloody sure that I will never move back here. I suppose I shouldn't say "never", as who knows what kind of job offer could come my way in the future, but I would not ever entertain the notion of moving here for the sake of moving here. The Gold Coast is truly a disaster of town planning; a lesson in how to not do it. Now, there are plenty of poorly planned cities out there, and others that are victims of difficult geography (such as my native Wellington). But the Gold Coast is downright horrible. It's just a bunch of seaside towns that have sprawled and sprawled into a formless mass of suburbia pretending to be a city. Accordingly, it is completely car-dependent. Public transport is either barely visible or outright non-existent. I had somewhat forgotten the feeling of total dependence on others. Due to my inability to drive, I simply cannot have any initiative in going anywhere; I have to fit in with the plans of others. The tram network in Melbourne really is one of the best things that has happened to me and I imagine I will live there for a long time yet. New Zealand may be nice, but Melbourne suits me better. In any case, if I go into New Zealand history as an academic career, it's not exactly hard for me to fly across the Tasman.

In world events, I was quite shocked but not at all surprised to see that Benazir Bhutto, former Pakistani Prime Minister, has been assassinated. This really just caps off a horrendously turbulent year in Pakistani politics and things seem to be on a knife's edge with Islamist parties achieving significant popularity in some regions and President Musharraf being more than just a questionable person for Western states to materially support. What does bother me is how many people have instantly brought up the issue of financial aid to Pakistan not in the context of "why in the first place?", but "why has it not successfully caused democratic change?" This in many cases seems to be based on some kind of assumption that throwing money at a problem will solve it; that if you offer people financial aid, they will behave exactly as you would desire they behave and adhere to the norms that you wish to impose. Now, I have no answers for Pakistan's problems and would never pretend to be an expert on that part of the world, but expecting Western money to motivate considerable long-term change strikes me as foolish. The issues run much, much deeper than that.

To move to a totally different topic, the sporting world, it's nice to see New Zealand convincingly win some one day cricket matches, but beating Bangladesh is hardly anything to boast about. Meanwhile, the Boxing Day test seems to have gotten away from India; Australia has declared, setting India a target of 499 for victory. The world record winning score in a fourth innings is, I believe, 416 - though someone once made approximately 650 in a drawn match. India do have over two days to play at this point, so if they can hold onto wickets and score 250 a day, they can win. Given their abysmal performance in their first innings though, where they failed to reach even 200, I do not expect big things from them and the egotistical, arrogant Australian cricketing juggernaut will roll on.
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[26 December 2007|11:36 pm]
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[Current Mood | solitary]
[Current Music |'Road' by Nick Drake]

How time flies. I cannot believe that it has been three years since I have seen some people. It was nice feeling right back with my friends. I have been so dreadfully lonely these last two years, especially in Brisbane when Luke was absent and in Melbourne when Kate's absent. It is hardly a secret that I am genuinely abysmal at making friends, but once I achieve a friendship, it becomes extremely close. Although I saw Sam in January, I hadn't been to his place since 2004, but as soon as I walked in, it was just like old times. I slotted straight back in. I wish I felt like I had somewhere to slot in down in Melbourne that does not involve my computer chair or a little-used library shelf and does involve other people.

It was weird, in a way, to feel like I wasn't distant from someone today. Whenever I interact with people on a non-academic level, I usually feel like a gigantic gulf separates me from them. Today was one of those rare occasions where for most of the time that did not seem to be so. Yesterday with my family was fairly interesting, in that I fit in sometimes and other times just seem to be somewhere completely different; my relationship with them is considerably contradictory. I don't even pretend to properly understand it, nor do I feel like I really fit in. I'm comfortable, and I like and care about them, but the contradictions mean that I do not necessarily connect in the same way as they connect with each other.

So here I am on Boxing Day evening listening to Nick Drake, wishing for a "home" that is more than just my favourite library; somewhere with more than just books and theories and reason, but with a human presence, a mutual understanding. It is terribly lonely within my mind sometimes.

Well, to conclude on a positive note, how good was the first day of the Boxing Day Test this year! The Indian bowling really troubled the Australians, and just when it seemed the Australians had weathered the storm and were set for a gigantic total, it all began to come apart and they finished the day on their final wicket. It's doubtful that they will hang on to that wicket long tomorrow morning. I'm looking forward to seeing what the Indian batsmen can do to the Aussie bowling attack. It should be another interesting day. The only reason I wish I'd been in Melbourne today is so that I could've gone to that very entertaining day of cricket.
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[13 December 2007|10:17 pm]
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[Current Music |'(A Shimmering Radiance) Diadem Of 12 Stars' by Wolves In The Throne Room]

Some of you may remember an absolutely fantastic online game that I get addicted to every summer, and this summer is naturally no exception: Stick Cricket! And now they've introduced a multiplayer version. If anybody would like a game, let me know and we can sort out a time. It's good fun. My screen name there is Axver as per usual, but I'll only sign into the Clubhouse if someone I know will be there for a game. Otherwise I just find random semi-illiterate people trying to pester me.

On a completely different note, it's about time I posted about the Muse concert I saw almost a month ago now, on 15 November at Rod Laver Arena. I don't have the setlist for the opening band, The Checks; I made notes so that I could work it out, but I didn't care for them at all so I can't be bothered. They played a very mundane, basic form of rock; for some reason, while watching them, I felt reminded of Kings Of Leon but without the dying pig as a vocalist. I was fairly bored.

Muse's set. )

Now I just need more concerts to go to. Dream Theater hit Melbourne on 29 January 2008, so I'm really looking forward to that. I'm thinking about seeing Explosions In The Sky on 16 February 2008, but I'm not sure; it'd be nice if I had someone to go with. My biggest wish is that Porcupine Tree come here sometime next year; it seems possible but unlikely right now. Rest assured that if they do come, I will attend every Australian show that I possibly can. Their setlists lately have been beyond mindblowing. Waiting Phase One? Dark Matter? Drown With Me? The Sky Moves Sideways? Lightbulb Sun? And that in addition to the new stuff and the songs you'd expect like Lazarus, Trains, Even Less, Blackest Eyes, and Hatesong. Does it get any better? No, no it doesn't. I sincerely hope Steven Wilson can find time out of his ridiculously busy schedule to bring Porcupine Tree down to this part of the world.
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Thoughts on the 2007 Cricket World Cup. [2 May 2007|10:51 am]
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[Current Music |'Round And Down' by The Bats]

So, the Cricket World Cup is now over. Or should I say, nearly two months of embarrassing farce is over. If the ICC wanted to make people dislike cricket, they did a nice job. I am flabbergasted that the final ended in almost pitch darkness, with the batsmen attempting to bat in the dim glow from the lights of the stands at the far edges of the field. What idiot thought it would be a good idea to play the final at a stadium not actually fitted with lights to allow night-time play, should the game run overtime?

Looking back on the tournament. )
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A letter to an incompetent excuse for a television network [21 April 2007|11:51 pm]
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[Current Mood | annoyed]
[Current Music |'Nightmare Heaven' by Arcturus]

Channel 9,

Your coverage of the Cricket World Cup has been shameful, even criminal. Buying the rights to all the games and then onselling all but ten (i.e. roughly one sixth) of them to pay TV network Foxtel was disgusting, especially considering that the average Australian does not subscribe to Foxtel and this is Australia's national game. The commentary has been woeful, full of misinformation and laziness. The promotion has been pathetic and essentially non-existent. There have been no highlights packages during reasonable viewing hours for those of us not willing to stay up and watch games live from the West Indies between 11:30pm and 8am eastern Australian time. There has been absolutely no willingness to alter schedules or reach arrangements with Foxtel to broadcast notable games for the entire country to see - I suppose Guthry-Renker Australia Home Shopping or re-runs of Benny Hinn and Good Morning America are such significant 3am ratings drawcards after all!

But of all of the crimes, the worst is this: the complete lack of coverage of the final game ever of Brian Lara. One of the greatest batsmen of all time, one of the icons of the game, one of the most famous sportsmen on the planet is bowing out and you can't even be bothered to show it. Go fuck yourselves, you useless corporate wankers. This moment of cricket history should be broadcast for everyone to see, not burrowed away on a pay TV network that charges exorbitant fees and, even at the start of March, was incapable of connecting anyone in time for the World Cup final at the end of this month. Your inability to show this moment or almost anything else from this tournament goes to show your complete and utter worthlessness, the way you hurl yourself at a potential profit without a moment's forethought, and that you are not fit to cover any event of significance. Australia deserves better than this. The World Cup deserves better than this. Brian Lara and his fans and appreciators deserve better than this.

Fuck you,
A Very Disappointed Cricket Fan
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[14 April 2007|08:05 pm]
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[Current Mood | good]
[Current Music |'Treason' by The Bats]

So, an update on life and things is in order.

At the moment, I'm trying to decide whether to resubscribe to LJ. My paid account ran out yesterday and I'm not sure if it's worth forking over the money to get another year. I like having a paid account, but I don't use LJ like I used to. I keep meaning to update more, but I find myself overthinking things and deleting entries, or in the last couple of months, I've just been too busy. I'd have swiftly resubscribed if I still used the site like I did, but at the moment, I think my meagre monetary resources might be better spent elsewhere. Damn you, textbooks.

University's kept me busy all Easter break with assignments. My essays on the US Electoral College and the eighteenth century partitions of Poland have been pretty interesting, but nothing can make European Union policymaking interesting, not even the fact I was writing about the railways. I truly wish I hadn't done my EU course. It's so mindnumbingly dull, and it's too late to change. Blah. This essay is truly the worst I've ever written and I'm afraid of what mark I'm going to get.

University here is better than in Queensland, though. I'm definitely enjoying myself more and the library is superior. In fact, in general, I love living here. The city is so much more cultural and diverse - I found Queensland painfully monocultural. The climate is absolutely wonderful; it's nice to have days where the maximum temperature is actually below 20! We seriously didn't have a single day in Queensland last year that failed to hit 20. And, well, we all know how much I am in love with the trams. The Z3s in particular, which are the oldest ones apart from the various W class heritage trams. I'm going to have to make an entry dedicated to the trams one day soon.

The Cricket World Cup is consistently keeping me up late at night. Damn you, ICC, for holding it in the West Indies! The Black Caps have been going nicely, though that stumble against Sri Lanka was unpleasant. I'm hoping for a good victory over the South Africans tonight. Hey, if Bangladesh can beat them, why can't we? I'm still feeling confident that we will make the semi-finals, but I do not believe any Kiwi team will ever get beyond that stage. Maybe we'll creep into the final. But I doubt we will ever lift the Cup. This year's the year to do it though. It would be nice if, at the end of this year, we held the Cricket World Cup, the America's Cup, and the Rugby World Cup, and at the moment, we have a pretty solid cricket team, a good yacht and more than just half a chance of getting out hands back on the America's Cup, and probably the most dominant rugby side we've been able to field in a long time. The All Blacks are looking so good it's scary, and I cannot quite put into words my pleasure at seeing the Australian Super 14 teams wilt and die this season.

And that's about it for now. Have a good one, folks.
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[24 March 2007|11:39 pm]
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[Current Music |'Arrival / The Intention Craft' by Pure Reason Revolution]

Dear Cricket World Cup,

Please stop eating my soul.

Cheers,
Axver

PS Go the Black Caps! Will we finally ... uh ... make the semi-finals again?
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[11 February 2007|01:18 pm]
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[Current Mood | excited]
[Current Music |'Dislocated Day (live)' by Porcupine Tree]

This guy might just be my new favourite person. Go forth and have a laugh at some of the morons a taxi company's phone operator has to deal with - and the fantastic ways he responds to them. This in particular is gold.

On a different note, you know you live in Melbourne when the AFL Grand Final is already being advertised on TV even though it's not until September. I wonder if they're already advertising the Rugby World Cup in New Zealand? I'm yet to determine whether Victoria is more AFL-mad than New Zealand is rugby-mad or vice versa.

Also, one thing I like about living here is that I have windows that actually open! Everywhere I lived in Queensland along with all the places my friends and family lived had those windows you slide horizontally along a runner, with a screen on the outside so that the bugs that plague every Queensland evening don't come in, so even if the window was open, the screen still stopped you from being able to stick your hand outside or whatever. Here, I actually have windows that swing open. I haven't had anything like this since I left New Zealand almost a decade ago. It's kind of novel.

In startling news, I will actually be supporting Australia in the cricket later today - but solely because I want the series to go to a third final, which I'd like England to win in order to puncture the over-inflated Australian cricket ego. I would be bitter about the English knocking New Zealand out of the tournament, but geez, the Black Caps brought that one upon themselves by becoming lax, going to sleep, and waking up just in time to snatch defeat from the jaws of certain victory not once but TWICE. At least the team isn't as dismal as it was back at the start of the year though, and I think we might not do so bad at the Cricket World Cup next month. I just hope Shane Bond can do the miraculous and actually remain healthy and uninjured for a few consecutive months.

And that's about it for me today. Those of you in the know won't be surprised to learn that I am feeling rather excited. Those of you who aren't quite in the know will find out why I'm excited in due course. Have a good one, folks!
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[28 January 2007|11:47 pm]
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OK, here's a random post. For the last week, I've been trying to think of inexpensive and easy-to-make but nonetheless filling lunches and I just can't think of anything. I normally put salami and cheese in a bread bun and I'm getting quite bored of it, not to mention that I don't find it overly filling. So I figure why not take this to LiveJournal and see if any of my friends have some good ideas? It's better than sitting here eating buns and thinking "goodness this is boring but I can't think of anything better!"

Here's the criteria:
1. It has to be inexpensive. That's the main concern. So preferably something that I can buy for only a few dollars and can make servings for 5 or more days. My buns and fillings set me back only about $7-8 total and they do six lunches.
2. I am highly allergic to eggs, nuts, and fish, so count anything involving those right out.
3. I am not known for enjoying vegetables and I tend to prefer not to buy much of what I do like anyway as I use so little that most of what I buy goes off before I've even had a realistic chance to use it.
4. Chocolate is always welcome.
5. I prefer stuff that's really quick and easy to make. I'm not a bad cook, I just don't enjoy spending ages on lunch. I'd rather spend time making a nice dinner.

So if you've got a suggestion, I'd really like to hear it! I suppose something on the healthy side of life would be a good idea as I imagine I don't eat as well as I should, though I'm not exactly a ridiculously unhealthy eater either.

And to close this random entry, DAMN tonight's cricket game was bloody good. Sure, New Zealand didn't win, but we came so bloody close and Lou Vincent and especially Jacob "Look, I Can Hit Sixes!" Oram seriously restored credibility to the team. The six that Oram smashed off McGrath is one of the most beautiful sixes I've ever seen in my life. What a stunning shot! Go Oram for getting the quickest century in Kiwi one day cricket history! And go the Black Caps for getting the second highest score ever at the WACA! Shame the highest score had to be set earlier in the day.

With that, I shall retire to bed. Have a good one, folks!
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[26 January 2007|08:11 pm]
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Today is apparently Australia Day. After how much of a whirlwind the last two weeks have been, I still feel stuck in mid-January, but this doesn't make much of a difference to me anyway as I have never really associated anything with Australia Day and it normally passes me by with little more than a faint recognition of "huh, it's Australia Day today" and "hooray for public holidays" at some point in the day. I've never been one to pay attention to national days. In fact, despite all my bluster about New Zealand, especially with regards to the All Blacks, I normally completely forget about Waitangi Day until at least the day after. In fact, it wasn't until very recently that I finally stopped forgetting whether Waitangi Day is on the 6th or 7th of February (it's on the former).

I think I actually present a bit of a false impression on this journal. I am very passionate about rugby union and the All Blacks, I also can't help but take a sense of pride in the achievements of a country so small and out-of-the-way (come on, how can you not be proud of your country being the first to give women the vote?), and New Zealand's remarkable scenic beauty is objective fact, but I would never consider myself especially patriotic. I may be the first to praise the achievements of New Zealanders and their government when things go right, but I would be a liar if I said I felt New Zealand was the best country in the world and I feel a lot has gone wrong in the last couple of decades. To tell the truth, I often feel rather stateless - a passion for sport and scenery does not translate into a fully fledged identity. I don't feel any particularly strong affection towards residing in any particular country, though I'm currently content enough with Australia. It would certainly take a lot to make me move back to New Zealand - namely, a nice house within walking distance of Featherston railway station and a high paying job at Victoria University in Wellington. I choose Featherston because I have no desire to live in a city if I can help it and I adore the tranquil serenity of the Wairarapa region, and Featherston is the closest country town to Wellington via daily rail transport. And anyway, apart from Martinborough, it's my favourite Wairarapa township (re: "tiny village" for the Americans and Europeans in the audience). I really love the Wairarapa. It's my second home; I'm from the Kapiti Coast, but my father grew up in the Wairarapa and during my childhood, we regularly made the trip over the Rimutakas to my grandparents in Masterton and the vineyards in Martinborough. Good memories.

But to get back on topic, I feel that what I appreciate about New Zealand is what any rational, thinking person would also appreciate separate from any sentimental attachment to the place, such as the aforementioned women's suffrage point, and that I appreciate other countries on the same level, though I am not as vocal about it on LiveJournal as they aren't represented by the All Blacks. I was certainly well known for my love of the history and achievements of the republics of the former Soviet Union back in high school, though (to the point that I was nicknamed Vladimir). I feel countries tend to be so diverse that it is really impossible to be patriotic about a country in general; rather, the best thing is to admire specific achievements and facets. I especially admire those countries that, like New Zealand, have contributed a lot to the world despite being rather small and often overlooked. I am happy to be called a New Zealander and I think many of the country's achievements are truly fantastic, but I have in the past said I would revoke my citizenship in certain circumstances and I stand by that. For example, if New Zealand were ever to pass such disgusting homophobic legislation as happened in those American states where homosexual marriage has been expressly constitutionally forbidden, I would revoke my citizenship and never refer to myself as a New Zealander while the law stood. While it is important to have a place in the world and to be aware of your heritage, country affiliation is ultimately a bit trifling, an accident of birth, and if New Zealand ever did anything that I did not wish to be associated with, I would not hesitate to disown the country.

And those are my random thoughts for today. Have a good one, folks!

PS England, your cricket team is a disgrace to the game. Seriously, all out for 110? Losing your last five wickets for a measly seven runs? Go home.
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[19 January 2007|10:44 pm]
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OK, very quick update today.

The good news first: my mother has been discharged from the hospital and is now an outpatient. They need to do more tests but her normal doctor can run those or refer her to the loca hospital. At the moment, they suspect the pains are the result of some sort of stone in her pancreas, and some kind of connection between this stone and acute pancreatitis, but this isn't a definite diagnosis yet. I'm just glad Mum was well enough to come home today, though she can't fly down to Melbourne for a couple of weeks.

So that leads to the bad news. I have to leave for Melbourne tomorrow. I just had to say goodbye to Mum, which sucked a lot. I'm going with my Nan. My stuff was meant to be delivered at 1:30-3:30pm tomorrow, but we got a call this evening that the truck now won't be arriving in Melbourne until Sunday and the delivery to me will take place on Monday. That sure threw a spanner in the works as I didn't get word of this until it was past the deadline to reschedule my flight or contact the Uni of Melbourne that I won't be there early on Monday, so I have to go down on the original plan, pick up my key for my new house tomorrow and go to the uni as normal early Monday - but this means that unless one of our Melbourne contacts has two spare beds, Nan and I will be sleeping on airbeds in a nearly empty unit for two nights! Grreeeaaaaat. Thanks for sucking, backloads.com.au. Though, to be fair, at least this puts me out less than the $3,500 I would have had to pay for a dedicated removalist.

So this weekend will be interesting, with no Internet access unless I go to an Internet cafe, and besides that, very little of anything really. Nan and I will make do somehow, heh. For now, I should be off to bed as we have an early flight, but I'm nervous and keep staying awake despite my intentions to get rest. Have a good one, folks, and I hope to see you all sooner rather than later.

PS England, your cricket team sucks.
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Thoughts covering the 24th to 26th of December period. [26 December 2006|10:03 pm]
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[Current Music |'Gospel According To IEM' by Incredible Expanding Mindfuck]

Yesterday, I had a fair bit I wished to say but no desire to really write much. Today, I feel like writing but can't recall much of what I want to say. Typical. Well, let's see where this goes.

Impressions of Christmas this year. )

The Boxing Day test. )

And while I didn't want to, it seems I can't help but chime in on the stupid annual Christmas debates. )

I guess I actually had more to say than I realised. Well, that's about it for today, except to say that I feel bad for not doing my annual entry on the 24th in memory of the victims of the Tangiwai disaster on 24 December 1953 (which my grandfather survived and two uncles did not) and other New Zealand railway disasters, such as the 1943 Hyde disaster in which I lost four relatives. I also lost a relative in a dreadful railway accident in the UK in 1952, so I guess that given this unpleasant family history with trains, it's a little perplexing why I'm a railfan. I guess I was born late enough to not have my attitudes towards rail transport adversely affected by the disasters, but early enough to still be strongly emotionally affected by the memory of them. To this day, my grandfather has not ridden a train since Tangiwai. Anyway, although it's a couple of days late, there's my annual thoughts and reflections on the disaster. RIP Douglas and John.
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You know what this entry's going to be about. [25 December 2006|11:49 pm]
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I can't decide whether I want to wish all of you a merry Christmas or a merry Festivus, so I'll settle for a mix: Merry Festimas!

Today's been an alright day, and I'll probably write more tomorrow as I don't feel particularly in the mood to write extensively now. It's definitely been one of our coolest Christmases in a while after a run of stinkers - in fact, all of December's been abnormally cooler than usual, which makes a nice change. Yes, I realise that sounds demented to those of you in the Northern Hemisphere. The remarkable thing is that down in the township of Mount Buller in Victoria, they actually had a white Christmas! There is something seriously wrong about having a white Christmas in the Southern Hemisphere, but Mount Buller certainly needed it after the dreadful bushfires that have been raging in that part of the state.

I really don't feel like it's been Christmas at all, to be honest. Well, at least there were fruit mince pies to eat, Christmas carols I actually enjoy due to the prog rock goodness of Trans-Siberian Orchestra, and the first day of the Boxing Day test is obviously tomorrow even if England's abysmal performances in losing the first three of five games in the Ashes has renderred my favourite Christmas tradition a dead rubber. Thanks, guys.

Have a good one, folks.
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